Aku pakai t-shirt DIA!! :)

Lalalalalalalalala.........

Saya ambi ini gambar sendiri:)

Oh yeah.Christmas is just around the corner...

Crossing away each box on my table calendar.I am so excited that it’s November now.I'm counting for Christmas!!!Yes i'am.And that gives me a good reason to shopping.Oh yeah!Christmas is just around the corner and i really2 can't wait.





I'm very excited for the christmas coming because I need time off and I love eating all the food. BBQ day is usually a big party at many house.Me & my frens (Who have no family to hang out with.Actually we have bt neah,u knw teenagers life.) ussually hang out together.Although each year the group gets bigger and bigger, people are just join us by to hang out and play after they eat with family.My family is going to visit Roland family(my brother-in-lw) at papar.And some of our kazen from othr place come for christmas holiday.So I can't wait to see them. Again, more good food because my mom is an awesome cook.
Anyways, that's my update christmas for now that I realized I haven't written anything in a years before.

The meaningful hang.

I can never go back to the things and decisions that I made in my life,if that was possible i will all get a perfect score in the trials that i have made in my lives.I believed that having a 2nd chance in any situation is an oppurtunity to make things better.But now,i'm hang bcs i made a stupid things.But in the same time i'm trying to learn turn it into something more positive,which is great and pretty okay's.

Enhancing Relationships (Fw from my sister)

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB.Sorry , I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS? A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

RIGHT SPEECH There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.

BE PATIENT This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

J-an (Syg.)

Reflected because this was a great reminder of how good life is after all.

I'm sooooo blessed.U're mine so i named and i'll kept u.U and me.The combination.Lol.J is ur's && an is mine.i am happy with my life bcs of YOU!! And i know,U knw who,what,where i mean.I felt really2 blessed by having u with honour and love as my syg!Hm!I felt super happy to be loved by you to me and know me well.That no matter what,there is no judgement.U're mine and i'm yours.So,we’ve been in our own world but i don’t mind bcs i’ve got YOU which is amazing and hot.I guess i will never truly experience this "in love" amazing feeling,i guess certain things aren’t ment to happen.I just need to find the courage to accept that.And u came to my life at this right time.Babe,how can i be so freak when i always being the stupid one and makes u sad all the time??Over and over.I LOVE YOU!!!

Makes me HAPPY.

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
6 . Recognize the small things they usually mean the most.
7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
9 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
10 . Play with her hair.
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her flowers
18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
21 . Kiss her in the rain.
22 . If your in love with her tell her.

Happy Birthday Mama & Jef.

Today is Mama & Jef birthday! If you’ve been a close human with them,you know how old Mama & Jef is (but I won’t tell).Lol.

Happy birthday Mama,I wish you all the best,a long life full of happiness and peace.I hope that you can achieve your dreams.You are the best mom in the world; I am so blessed to have a wonderful,caring,supportive,successful,friendly and affectionate mother like you.You always encourage me to achieve my dreams,You make me feel so special,and you are always there for help and advice.You are my inspiring close friend,I always pray for you.Without you, I wouldn't be able to continue learning about life!! When I was down,you kept teaching me to be strong,Just like you.When you used to love me,I won't forget the love and fear you felt about me,I will not forget that ever.I wouldn't succeed without your help.Your sacrifices make you a special mother; I wish I can be a mother like you one day.
May your birthday bring your way many precious moments ,that you'll cherish as loving memories always,wish you a happy birthday .

With my love,

Sunshine,PutangZ.

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Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday jefy.I just want to say thank you a world for all your good works for being my BFF all around the world. I wish you a long life, full of joy and success and a warm life with your family.Jeferson Matlock Richard Labunda is my favorite living friend and today is his birthday (same with my mama)! He was in High Noon, for God's sake!

Love,

Toni here.

Sama???

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MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Geneology - Roots

Louis Vuitton bags.I wnat2.

I WANT THIS BAGs.LOL.

http://www.louisvuitton.com/

http://www.purseblog.com/louis-vuitton/

Belut.Yummy.LOL.

Kisah si Pemakan belut.

Belut in Kadazan is Hindung.Bkn Undung.LOL

Waaaaaa.Percaya or x.Smlm sa makan belut.Haha.Sedapp ni.&& 1 lg.Dis is bkn my 1st time mkn belut.Bykk kali da tp baru ni kali dpt type sni.Exotic food.Sepa yg mau mkn????!! Adala sesetengah org.Belut yg muka bida itu lg.Mmg byk org x sangup mkn.Tp dsebabkan sa ni anak org Kg.Sa tetap mkn.Lgpun sedap bha.Haha.Kamu tryla.Tp xtaula.Mayb psl mama ku yg msk tula sdp.Haha.Nnt sa kasi msk gmbr belut yg mama sa msk.Yerh,syg sa x ambi pic time sa mkn tu belut.Tp ini btl arh! sa mmg mkn tu belut.nnt lepas ni sa mau try mkn ular lg.Haha.Xbha.Sa x mau.

Ok.Bila sa tgk pic tu belut mcm gali pula sa.Krg asam.Yukkkkk!!!

Yehaaa.My forever wanted atlast Dpt!!

Hahaha.
Yesterday.Sunday.23rd Nov 08.Bday Syl.Lol.Me && Mr jef beli purse.At last u knw.Sa dpt beli Anna Sui purse.Lol.Hahaa.Happy.Black one lg.Jefy beli Purse LV kalo sa x salah.Hm.Skrg tingal bag LV lg sa mau beli.Sa rindu hari kemarin.Jln2 dgn Syl (bday girl),Mona,Jef,Janice && Myself.Happy gila ni.Hehe.Kami p Warisan Square then p Waterfront.Bergmbr2 sna.Haha.(Masi lg sinyum2)Haha.Xtahan ni.Besstt bha kemarin.Suma org happy.Thn adala beberapa jokes tercipta.Esp,si Mona.Mona ckp Breast Pamela Anderson besar dia mcm pantat dia.&& if u wanna know.Pantat mona is besar like pantat JLO.Hahaha.So cuba bygkan size breast Pamela Anderson besar like pantat JLO.Naaaa.Waaaa.Basar tu geng.Haha.LOL.Gila bha nya tok.Hm.Harap dpt lg stay mcm kmarin.Wlpun curi2 keluar tp aiman x ksah.Hehe.

Bykk pic kami.Tp tmpt Janice.Nnt la update Pic.:)

Happy Birthday Sylviana Victor!! && Welcome to the club bebot!!

That is a great shot! (Go Syl!) I can’t read her expression. I would describe myself as sarcastic, happy, and burning. I’ve always been sarcastic; it’s a reflex. I’m happy I have so many friends on the net and around me, it’s just great. I seem to always have a burning desire in me to go forward and move up.

Name: Sylviana Victor.

Age: 18th!!!

People come into our lives for a reason. Sometimes we don't really know right away, nor do we understand. Syl has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for. She is helpful, sincere, easy to talk to and listens well. It's friend's like these that are priceless. I love all my friends very much. Thanks for all you do.

Yesterday.23rd of november adalah My bff Birthday.Si Sylviana Victor.Hope you have a great birthday dudes! Enjoy your day life.I love you.Your the BEST!
love ya!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday Syl!
Happy Birthday to you!


:)You deserve the best!!

Dear Lord,
Thank You for giving me such a good friend. Thanks for this friendship that You’ve given us. Thank You Lord for your unconditional love for us that we may show others what you have done in our lives. Father, I just want to pray for Sylviana, that you’ll continue to use her mightily in your kingdom, please grant her godly wisdom and enable her to do all things through You who will strengthens her. Lift her up when she’s down. Continue to guide her and protect her, give a good health and I pray she may experience financial breakthrough so that she can use it to expand your kingdom! Lord I pray you help her to make a difference in this world and she may continue to be a great testimony and a powerful servant/leader for you! In Jesus’s Name I pray, Amen.

Click this URL below to know more about this Hott Girl.LOL
http://profiles.friendster.com/37578319

Love,

Putangzz.

UNBELIAVEABLE IN JAPAN (18+)] BUT IT IS TRUE

Are these horror pics real or hopefully fakes?

Click this picture above.

Why the thought of the ex-girlfriend drives me crazy?

We all know the drill about our own exes. We think about and analyse them over and over and we can usually, eventually come to some kind of constructive understanding as to why it didn’t work, what we ever saw in them, and eventually let go. We have practised this, rehearsed it and watched many another girl release boys into the background. It is the way of the ex.But what happens when you have a boy who has an ex and hasn’t managed to achieve any of these things?

I won't lie to you this is a phenomenon!Here is the thing.I always think about my syg ex-gf.I've tried to not think about his ex,but its not easy for me.I know and im telling myself that I'm being silly and paranoid.If I push the matter and i know he gets angry.The problem is that I love her so much and I keep hoping that things will improve(myself).I think it would kill me to leave, but it's killing me to stay. I just don't know what to do anymore.I keep viewing his ex profile.And comparing myself with that girl.Bt now she's not in my friends list anymore.I know this is stupid but its not easy for me to get this shit thing out of my mind.Sometime i'll get emo and didnt reply my dear msg or even pick up his call.I know that is not really quiet ok.Iam selfish.And sometimes.Im pretanding that im ok to everyone.

Saja.Boring.

Here we are, oralling on and on About Me,and I know nothing about you.How very self-centred of me.I am Antonia Amanda Fedilis.I'm 18.October 27th is my birthday.Stubborn(in a very good way:])I love to "shopping".But i doesnt have a favourite store.I just love to shop.I like to do alot of things especially when i'm bored.But I don't always comment.I do when I can and depending on the topic.And i do surfing in the internet sometimes.I can speak Sarawak a lil bit.I read alots.I'm Taken.I'm Mature.I am Hopeless laughing.A Sinner.I'm Very Sophis & grown-up.I love chocolate HERSHEY'S KISSES.I also play Counter-Strike & Condition Zero.That's all you should know.

Msg that i sen to my syg && msg dia reply sa.

♥ I wrote.
Find someone who calls me beautiful instead of hot,who calls me back when i hang up on him,who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch me sleep.Wait for someone who kisses my forehead,who holds my hand in front of his friends,who thinks im just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me.The one who turns to his friends and says,thats her.

♥ My daling wrote.
I'm someone who called u beautiful instead of hot, who called u back
when you hang up on me, who will lie under the stars and listen to your
heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. I'm someone who
kissed your forehead, who holds your hand in front of my friends, who thinks
you're just as pretty without makeup on(u're a natural beauty). I'm the one who constansly reminding you of how much i cares and how lucky i am to have you.
The one who turns to my friends and says, that's her.
How i'm feeling nw is different from my previous "in love" patern. No matter
what u're doing n done, u're just as sweet as what u are in my eyes. I cant
explain my 2ndary visualize about you. You're just too beautiful..n my reason
to smile everyday. Appreciate what we're having now, and let it not 2 b forgotten. Knowing i'm in love with you and i have someone to love with all my heart, is the best things ever happen.

Currently fall in love.

I just did it.

The Friendster patent isn’t a reason why I don’t do social networks anymore. I simply find that they are annoying.I hate these things.Why? Cause I have a blog.Sa baru ja delete accout fs sa yg baru.Mls la mau guna fs ni.BORING.Fs yg satu lg tu tingal tungu masa ja mau kna delete.Ehehe.Sa rasa boring suda guna ni fs.Lembab.Lepas tu membosankan lg.X juga kebaikan.Keburukan lg byk ni.Bgs lg bloging.Ada juga faedah.Apa lg time2 skrg ni.Fs tengah update.Habis suma kwn2 sa yg dkasihi hilang.Kalo kwn2 yg x dkasihi yg hilang xpala juga.Hm.Ini ja bha yg sa mau kstau ni.LOL.Babi o.Okla.Nntla update blog lg.Skrg bz skit ni.:)

Hari ini.

Huuuuh!!
Boring satu hari ni.X tau pa mau buat.Kerja suma suda siap.Tingal mau kira2 duit lg la skit.Tp nnt pun boleh la.Hm.(masi bingung.Xtau apa mau type.)Hehe.Hari ni 1 hari sa x on hp.Sebabnya?Entah!!!Mls.Mls mau lyn org.Kalo blh xmau guna hp suda.Biarla org ckp sa miskin kha,org ulu kha.Aish apa2la.Hm.Fs pun boring.Comment fs pun sa blm reply.Mls gila babi btl ni.Msg d email yahoo sa pun habis sa buang.Di inbox,msgku yg beribu2 itu pun suda clear kna buang.YM && MSN pun appear offline.Haish,Sa mau p Minum,Menari,Teriak,Menyanyi.Itu yg sa mau skrg.Sa mau p pub!Tp sa mau 1 org ja pg.Mls la sa mau lyn org.Hari ini sa bca blogs Linda Onn.(http://linda.blog.era.fm/page/3)Ok.Mmg xtau suda apa mau buat.Apa bha yg sa mau buat ni???!!Haish.Kekasih ku pun kesian.X kna layan.Mcm selfish pula sa.(Sorry syg!!)Okla.Itu ja sa mau type.Cos xtau pa suda mau type ni.Tp b4 tu mau minta sorry dulu sma mereka2 yg msg sa tp x kna reply.SORRY!

10 Ways To Make You Feel Happy

It is a known fact that our health is being effected by the degree of happiness we feel inside of us. We know that the happier we are, the healthier we become. The more we can avoid a stressful life and live happy the more disease resistant we are.

If we go through turbulent times in our lives most of us are able to find peace in the idea that bad times will pass eventually.

However it is important for us to realize that we have the power to change if we choose to.

If we want to feel happy our social environment is of course of the utmost importance. Therefore we must learn to be less judgmental about the people we care for and learn to accept them the way they are. After all we are all unique individuals.

So, make the decision to be a happy person and follow the self motivation tips here under. Use them as self motivation exercise in order to acquire the necessary self motivation skills, which will help you to become a much more happy and healthy person.

- Be Grateful

There is so much to be grateful for. Take some time each day to think about the things that are good in your life. Make a list of these things and look at it from time to time, so that you are regularly reminded. Take some time to specially thank the cook for preparing you that wonderful dinner, thank the taxi driver or the friend who drove you home safely, thank the dustman for taking away your garbage, thank the mailman for bringing you your mail each day. By doing this you will make a shift and feel different inside.

- Laugh As Much As You Can
We all know the expression: Laughter is the best medicine. So, if you know a good joke, tell it to your friends and family. Also try to see the humor in some of your own funny habits. Believe me, we have some real peculiar ones.

- Exercise
Run, jog, go to the gym or do something that stimulates the endorphins in your body. By doing regular exercise you change your physiology, you change your body chemicals, which will make you feel different, so you start focusing on different things.

- Leave The News For What It Is
Are you one of these people who can not start the day without having to know what’s going on in the world? Let go of that urge. News is stressful. Over 99% of it is bad news. Believe me, you can do without it.

- Practice Time Management
One thing we all have in common is that we share the same amount of hours in a day and the same amount of days in a year and although we say it often enough, we don’t realize enough that time is far too valuable to waste. Time Management is basically a list of rules. And the rules of it can help us to waste less time. First we have to set our goals, then we need to plan them, we have to make our To Do lists and we need to prioritize them. If you use these basic skills you will be able to work through and finish your list on a daily basis, which will help you to experience feelings of happiness and contentment.

- Work Hard
Working hard creates enormous personal satisfaction. When you have finished certain tasks you will feel that you are capable to accomplish things. And that will help to have a sense of value about ourselves.

- Learn New Things
Learning is an enriching exercise. Try to learn something new each day. It will literally expand your world and it will create more opportunities for you in the long term. Use the internet, for instance. It can provide us with infinite amounts of information.

- Express Your Feelings
Learn to express what you feel. Learn to show affection and warmth to the people around you and in that let go of your fears. Remember that fear is our worst advisor and it’s bad for our health.

- Find Spiritual Connections
It would be good for you to find some sort of spiritual connection. By being in touch with spirituality on a regular basis you would foster deep inner peace. Part of this could be meditation, which is a great way to gain inner peace.

- Help Other People
Each individual feels energized, good and warm about himself after helping another person. Be a volunteer somewhere, be a practical or financial help to someone or see how you can otherwise contribute to society. The more positive energy you put out into the world, the more you will receive in return.

These self motivation tips are the key to happiness. Use these ways as self motivation exercise in order to obtain the necessary self motivation skills.

Describe me here. (BORING)

Good: I'm a pretty good person. Nice, honest, loyal, thoughtful and kind.

Lazy: I love being lazy, just hanging around doing nothing, reading, listening to music, or whatever.

Shy: I'm actually not a shy person. Anyway up to now, I'm pretty bubbly and hopeless laughter around people I've met or know.

Funny: After I get to know people better and am more relaxed around them, I open up and am quite a funny and fun person.I'm pretty dirty minded and cool person.You can say any topics with me.

Understanding: I'm not a very understanding person. But I always try to put myself in the other person's shoes and try to understand what they're feeling, what they're thinking and where they come from. I try to never be judgemental and to always give people the benefit of the doubt.

Open Minded: I'm always open to listen to new ideas and views and try to understand them even if they are the opposite to mine.It doesn't mean I'll be convinced but I am willing to fully listen and learn of other points of view.
Crazy: I'm somehow a bit crazy in a fun sense. A few of people usually think I'm a very serious person, but that's only because they don't see the other crazy side of me. My darling, family and close friends are the only people who truly see the extent of where my madness goes.Poor them :P

Friend: I'm a very good friend. I'm always try to be there for my friends, ready to listen, give advice and help.Plus I'm the best secret-keeper in the world.Percayalahh!

Feelingless/Coldblooded: Ok, this is something that has been thrown at me a lot in my life in one form or another, although I don't agree. Some people think I'm feelingless, some others think I'm cold in my reactions, some think I'm simply coldblooded. In reality, I'm not, I'm just someone who is good at hiding her feelings and who knows how to control her temper.:(

My Sunshine:) gave me.

"In my dreams you gave me your heart, in my dreams we were never apart.In my dreams you hold me close, in my dreams you loved me most.If in my dreams we'd always be together,I might as well.Dream forever."

i'am so like babi hutan.I'm sorry babe.

Dear,

I don't know where to start. I'm sorry that I lashed out on you last night.I don't know what got into me.I didn't think I was that stressed out,but maybe I am.Either way,that is no excuse for the way I acted.I just got so frustrated.I don't blame you for being mad at me,but please forgive me.I don't want that to happen again and it's not going to.I'm very ashamed and humiliated.I love you very much and I'm so sorry.We've been together and we've had so many problems along the way. I've mistreated you, spoke to you like you were nothing, acted like you were nothing,lied to you, ignored you, and still you stayed.

You stayed. Because you believed in something, you stayed.

Whether we were ever "compatible" or not is totally irrelevant.Someday enough will be enough and you will drop me, as you should. But I want you to know that I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being so hateful, rude, unintelligent, childish, selfish, passive-aggressive, unfaithful, hopeless, careless, and flat out mean. I'm sorry for not caring enough when I said I did,not loving enough when I said I would,not listening when I said I would.I'm sorry for throwing away the wonderful life you offered. I'm sorry for not speaking up when I should have,not being as assertive as I could have been,not respecting myself enough to know that my self-loathing was being spilled over onto you.

I don't know what the source of these problems is, but it's not you.

I love you the only way I know how to love a person,which doesn't amount to much in the eyes of someone who loves as much as you do. I'm so sorry. Don't think about forgiveness.Just know that I wish you nothing more than peace.

M2M LYRICS-"Don't Mess With My Love"

I thought you were a friend of mine but I was wrong
You tried to fit into the arms where I belong
You moved right in behind my back
Everyone knows friends don't do that

I thought you were somebody I could trust
You always said you were happy for us
How could you go and break my heart?
When you knew all along he was mine from the start

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

You came right over and looked in my eyes
You said the stories were rumors and lies
And I wish I could believe in you
But I'm sorry to say he told me the truth

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

[BRIDGE]
Friends don't do what you do
There's no excuse
I'm so confused
I thought you cared about me
But now I see
All you care about is you

He is everything to me
And you know we're meant to be
He's my baby
Don't mess with my love
Take everything I own
Ooh just leave that boy alone
He's my baby
Don't mess with my
Mess with my love
Don't mess with my love

DELTA GOODREM LYRICS-"Lost Without You"

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
You might say a little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do...
I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do...
I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do...
I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

Loving You Quotes

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" The hardest part about being friends, is loving you so much."windefire
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" Some say it is a sin to love, I never did ask why, But, if I sin in loving you, I'll sin until I die!"Unknown
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" I love you more than any word can say ... I love you more than every action I take ... I'll be right here loving you till the end."Submitted by SpecZ
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" The joy of loving always heals the hurt of loving."Unknown
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" You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving."Unknown
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" Loving you is the hardest thing I've encountered, but I'm happy to be loved by you."Anonymous
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" Loving you is what I've learned so easily. Trying to forget you is the last thing I could possibly learn, because I'm deeply in love with you."Unknown
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" You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."Barbara DeAngelis
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" Loving you is not a problem, it's trying to stop."Unknown
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" If loving you is a sin, then send me to hell. For life without loving you is my hell, and at least in hell I can go on loving you."Submitted by Harper
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" There are two sorts of romantics: those who love, and those who love the adventure of loving."Lesley Blanch
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" The loving are the daring."Bayard Taylor
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" We can only learn to love by loving."Iris Murdoch
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" The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present."Barbara De Angelis
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" We learned how to love each other by loving togethergood things wholly outside each other."Donald Hall
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Crying Quotes

" Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart do not know how to laugh either."Unknown
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" If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears."Unknown
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" If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."Unknown
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" I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile."Unknown
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" There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right."Unknown
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" It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."Unknown
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" We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all."Unknown
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" How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?"Unknown
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" A great love? It's when you shed tears for him but still you care for him. It's when he ignored you but you still long for him. It's when he starts loving another, and yet you manage a smile and find the courage to say "I'm happy for you."Unknown
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" One day you'll love me as I love you. One day you'll think of me as I think of you. One day you'll cry for me as I cry for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you."Unknown
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" The sorrow which has no vent in tears may make other organs weep."Henry Maudsley
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" When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."Kahlil Gibran
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" Let your tears come. Let them water your soul."Eileen Mayhew
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" Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward."Kurt Vonnegut
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" Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts."Charles Dickens, Great Expectations, 1860
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" The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears."John Vance Cheney
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" Tearless grief bleeds inwardly."Christian Nevell Bovee
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" Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water."Antoine Rivarol
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" A woman wears her tears like jewelry."Unknown
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" To weep is to make less the depth of grief."William Shakespeare, King Henry the Sixth
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" Time engraves our faces with all the tears we have not shed."Natalie Clifford Barney
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" It is some relief to weep; grief is satisfied and carried off by tears."Ovid
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" Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it."Albert Smith
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" Every woman is wrong until she cries, and then she is right - instantly."Sam Slick (Thomas Chandler Haliburton)
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" Women are never landlocked: they're always mere minutes away from the briny deep of tears."Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966
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" Lips that taste of tears, they say,Are the best for kissing."Dorothy Parker
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" Tears are Summer showers to the soul."Alfred Austin, Savonarola
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" Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion."Steel Magnolias
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" What soap is for the body, tears are for the soul."Jewish Proverb
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" Tears are the silent language of grief."Voltaire, A Philosophical Dictionary
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" I didn't want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn't know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full."Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar
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" The cure for anything is salt water - sweat, tears, or the sea."Isak Dinesen
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" I like the snot to run a little, the tears to accumulate a bit before reaching for the handkerchief. Then I know I'm really crying. Crying just isn't crying unless it's messy."D.H. Mondfleur
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" More grievous than tears is the sight of them."Antonio Porchia, Voces, 1943
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" I often want to cry. That is the only advantage women have over men - at least they can cry."Jean Rhys
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" It is such a secret place, the land of tears."Antoine de Saint-Exupery, The Little Prince
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" You know somebody, and they cry for you. They stay awake at night and dream of you. I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's crying for you."Unknown
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" I love walking in the rain, 'cause then no-one knows I'm crying."LP411
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" When you were born, you cried and everybody else was happy. The only question that matters is this: When you die, will YOU be happy when everybody else is crying?"Tony Campolo
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" Why is it you feel like a dope if you laugh alone, but that's usually how you end up crying?"Michellee Chuck Palahniuk
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" Crying is right at hand in the smothering dark, closed inside someone else, when you see how everything you can ever accomplish will end up as trash."Michellee Chuck Palahniuk
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" Crying is the refuge of plain women but the ruin of pretty ones."Oscar Wilde
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" It's no good crying over spilt milk, because all the forces of the universe were bent on spilling it."William Somerset Maugham
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" Life is an onion and one peels it crying."French Proverb
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" We are born crying, live complaining, and die disappointed."Thomas Fuller
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" I'll start crying thinking about the end. That's a tough one. If you go back to the beginning, I think everybody has a special place for Ross and Rachel."Jennifer Aniston
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" The body is a house of many windows: there we all sit, showing ourselves and crying on the passers-by to come and love us."Robert Louis Stevenson
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" There is no sense in crying over spilt milk. Why bewail what is done and cannot be recalled?"Sophocles
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" Men don't know much about women. We do know when they're happy. We know when they're crying, and we know when they're pissed off. We just don't know in what order these are gonna come at us."Evan Davis
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" It’s hard to lose someone you love, to finally say goodbye. You try to be strong, but the pain keeps holding on, and all you can do is cry. Deep within your heart, you know it’s time to move on, when the fairytale you once knew is gone."Unknown
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" I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could…"Unknown
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" As I stared into your eyes, you asked me why I was about to cry, it's because I know you were going to say good-bye."Unknown
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" They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading."Unknown
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"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

" It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."

" I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile."

Thank you so much darling:]

Her words are very kind, and they mean a lot to me. It is always nice to be told that there is someone that you like are missing you,especially someone who I'm sure is "makes me up2 && away!!" in this life such as the one that i can't describe who she is.If my words can help me in any way to deal with the felin that i experience at an all-white (daaaamn!) life, then that is quite a reward for me as well. Stay strong and don't ever let folks like the ones who i can't totaly describe get to me. I have far more wisdom than they, on this issue, and I'm guessing quite a few more!

M2M - Mirror Mirror lyrics

Mirror Mirror lie to me, show me what I wanna see
Mirror Mirror lie to me

Why don't I like the girl I see?
The one whos standing right in front of me?
Why don't I think before I speak?
I should've listened to that voice inside me

I must be stupid must be crazy must be out of my mind
to say the kind of things I said last night

Chorus:
Mirror Mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me
whos the biggest fool of all
Mirror Mirror I wish you could lie to me
and bring my baby back to me

Mirror Mirror lie to me, show me what I wanna see
Mirror Mirror lie to me

Why did I let you walk away?
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get it the way
And you were here for the moment I was to blame

Chorus

If only wishes could be dreams and all my dreams could come true
There would be two of us standing in front of you
If you could show me that someone I used to be
And bring my baby, bring my baby back to me

Chorus 3x
Mirror Mirror lie to me, show me what I wanna see
Mirror Mirror lie to me Mirror Mirror lie to me, show me what I wanna see Mirror Mirror lie to me

M2M:Don't Say You Love Me Lyrics

Got introduced to you by a friend

You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend

Yes you did oh

The next thing I know we're down at the cinema

We're sitting there, ya said ya loved me

What's that about

You're moving too fast, I don't understand you

I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend

No I can't

The best I can do is tell you to talk to me

It's possible, eventual

Love will find a way

Love will find a way...

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before I'm ready

Don't say your heart's in a hurry

It's not like we're gonna get married

Give me, give me some time

Here's how I play, here's where you stand

Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been

I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice

Take it slow, you keep pushing me

You're pushing me away

Pushing me away...

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before I'm ready

Don't say your heart's in a hurry

It's not like we're gonna get married

Give me, give me some time

oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

na, na, na, na, na, na

oooo, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me baby...

Baby don't say love me, baby

Give me some time...

Don't say you love me

You don't even know meIf you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before I'm ready

Don't say your heart's in a hurry

It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me some time

(repeat until fade out)