~My whole act is confession~

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Happy Birthday PAPA!!


I thank God for giving me a sweet and loving papa
Today is your 55th birthday that means so much to me
Papa, you are special person to me in my life
and nothing will replace my papa in this world
Your loving nature brings me happiness into my heart
and you made me so proud with your lessons
I pray God for you to live many years papa
and my tight hugs!!!

Happy birthday man!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Mama Vs Me

Sa rasa my muka after kasi curl rambut samalah dgn my
mum punya muka time dulu2(muda2)..
hehehe...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Frustrated at Work..


I'm happy and full of energy when i'm not at work,but as soon as i come into the office today and sit at my desk i feel tired,annoyed,bored,frustrated and unmotivated.I'm trying to get from this stress but everytime I dnt wanna think bout this some little thing pops up of my time up.Adui man,got kerja lg datang.Satu2 kerja dtg dlm 1 hari.Goshy!Im so pissed right now!I was not given any training to do this kerja.I also am not really learning anything which is disappointing myself so ppl please think what can I do wit all this stuf???Mcm mana sa mau buat kerja yg idk?????Fuck!!Still haven't figured out!So now whenever I get frustrated I start surfing the internet,which supposedly I hate,bcs ini buat my kerja lmbt siap but that's how I deal with work stress.Hmmm.....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Bored movie!!!


Last sunday nite,Adam,Craig and me went to CATHAY.The plan was to see movie.We're watching Watchmen at 9.15 pm.The reviews started hitting.Im not to avoid a movie bcs it receives bad reviews.For me this movie are too long,too boring and too much flash back.I cant figure it out wat this movie about.lol.Maybe im not really into dgn this kind of movie or its jus not working for me.Pretty smart kami keluar awal.Cs there's much time to make something okays dari just want to sit there n watch that movie.Lol.


What i really mean here is Watchmen Bored movie!



Saturday, March 7, 2009

Finally.




I finally curls my hair!! IDC if its look sucks:):)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Happy Ash Wednesday!

Its Ash Wednesday!And Yeah!,but today is a day of fasting(along with Ash Wednesday).I have another 5 1/2 hours until dinner.I'm starting to fasting from everything.Oh and I thought i just couldn't eat meat those days.But also KURANGKAN eat & be good:)!But its ok cos I try "doing" something that's good for myself & God that i normally don't do instead of eating out of control & hating,gossip & ect.(Laughing)
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Technically,I guess i have to jadi ANGEL! And yes im not sure what my sacrifice.(Masi berfikir)Hehe.Embha.


"So let mercy come, And wash away, What I've done"
Psalm 51:1-17

Beng!!Happy Birthday!

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People come into our lives for a reason.Sometimes we don't really know right away,nor do we understand.Today is my bestfriend birthday.I’ve known this friend all my life.We used to spend all our time together.Fonilla @ Beng has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for.She’s always there when I need her,with kind words,words of encouragement,words of truth (whether I like it or not!),words that make me laugh,words that bring me joy.She always sticks to her word no matter how difficult.She speaks the truth,she is kind, thoughtful,silly,funny,loves to laugh and giggle,helpful,sincere,easy to talk to and listens well.It's friend's like these that are priceless.I love all my friends very much.Thanks for all you do.
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Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday to Beng2!
Happy Birthday to you!
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You deserve the best my friend!!
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Have a nice day ahead.

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Green is her fave colour!

Monday, February 23, 2009

I am dead pissed off just because this stupid girl!!Aaarrggghh!!

This is so crazy!!I hate that girl!Knp pula sa tba2 teringat dia ni???Eeee,Benci oh!!Ok,i wont say the tut,blablablablalalala words.I mean itu dirty words yah!!(suda promise mau change my words bila bckp.No dirty,baby!)Aiya,mls oh.Suddnly teringat,terfikir psl ni monkey.Oh,God!Forgive me sbb benci dia.:):)E,mls oh kalo ada dis stupid felin.Ok,i know this is so weird.Hey!Ok,sa promise to myself dulu that i wont view her profile anymore.And i delete my FS supaya x view her.bt now???Hey,i tot after all this sacrifice hapen okla konon.Tau2!Gosh!Bodohkang btl!Masi lg sa fkir sdgkan dia tu nothing utk sa.Eeeee,monkey btl.Seriously man i hate like that!I hate hating someone.Eeerrrhhh!!!Mamamia,help me!!Im tierd benci this girl.Eee,gila oh buat gini.Menyusahkan saya saja!!!I know i look ugly cs benci org.lol.hahahaaa.Okla wateverla.Penat eh!Mls suda.Dis is my last post psl this monkey crap!!No more.-END BABY-

Thursday, February 12, 2009

My Cocoan!

Click link d bwh n tgk babi sa!!!!
Cute kan babi cocoan.Lol.Itu rumah dia ni.
Pnat ni sa jaga.Kasi mkn,mandi trus mau main lg sma dia.
Beli lg dia brg2,mknan la suma.Beli tempat tingal lg.
Skrg basar suda konon dia.Hehehe.
My cocoan baru dpt "Generous" badge!
And wish gud luck sma my cocoan ah cs dia ikut contest V'tines day.LOL.
Babi oh.Mcm tai ni.Bgs kalo babi btl2.Hahahahahaha.


Kalo mau view babi sa clik sna bwah.

  • My Adopted Pig-COCOAN
  • 5.30am make-up!duh!


    Morning glory world!Ari ni 5.30am lg sa bangun mau mekap 2 org kazen sa yg ikt menari dskul drg utk hari penyampaian (begitukha eja?hehe) hadiah.Plus buat rambut lg.Wah,gila.Time ni masi lg mengantuk-ngantuk pastu sejuk lg ni.Susah ni mau buat rmbt drg.Cs lembutkan rmbt drg.Suda 2.Spray n kelip rmbt pun x.Hm!matai la bha juga.Kla,sa mau smbg tdrlu.Nnt mau p keja lg.Sa post 1pic ja.Bye.B-)

    Monday, February 9, 2009

    Yesterday, was my stressful day, as you can read my post.

    Im having a hard time.It was like EVERYDAY!!Goshhy!My mom are always fighting over something.Like itu,ini things or even EVERYTHING!Duh!!!Yesterday its a spot on the couch!!!I cant take it and everyone fel the same way.Mama always takes any ones spot asap!Like everyone!!!Sudalah I am under a lot of stress at work then at home lg.And sometime its fel like i want to cut myself on the arm.Or jus kill myself so i cant fel anything.Tp sa x buat ok.Even iam under stress bt i stil can think in the (+) way.Thank God!I stil can shopping to cover my stress.Ok,i do have alot of friends & drg slalu tlg sa bt this time idk like i dnt wan to tel them.Bt few of them,YES!YAh!i did tel bt drg busy & lgpun idw kasi susa n i want to stop complaining.& ok when i start to complain blablablabla its doest mean dat i am not thankful.Eeee,wateverla.No big deal juga bha.Like jef said.It is my hak mau complain.Wah!skt kpl oh.Ok,then.My stress out suda.BYE!

    Thursday, February 5, 2009

    Remember my facebook,forget her.

    Antonia Amanda's Facebook profile


    It took me a while but eventually I got around to Facebook and I love it.To sum it up in one example why I love it would have to be because i play alot in facebook and forget all my problem after that (all problems,love,work & blablabla.)

    So anyway,itu ja.LOL







    Monday, February 2, 2009

    Ohyeh!I've decided to quit smoking cigarette.



    Yeah! I made it,I haven’t had a single cigarette for 2 weeks and today is the 1st day of the new week and I don’t feel at all that I want to smoke,I actually feel disgusted now when I see someone smoking or when I smell it’s smoke.Yah,esp my dad and bro this morning!

    It was easier than I expected,i cant remember when was the last day I smoked,i finished my pack and decided not to buy another one.



    Before this,it was a little bit hard,I couldn’t think of anything but smoking.

    Every Week& were a bit harder because I started to make excuses to my self that another pack won’t hurt,and I can quit any time I want just like I am proving to my self,and I have done good work so I deserve at least a ciggarete.

    Day by day I stopped thinking about smoking totally and started telling friends that I am quiting smoking and I got a lot of support which encouraged me to continue.I don’t feel at all that I need to smoke right now and I am very happy about that.

    I keep reminding my self that I will have a better life,won’t have a bad breath in the mornings,I will have more pocket money,and I won’t taste like an ashtray when ppl makes out with me cuz I remember how much I hated others that smoke before I got addicted.

    Thank you Syl,Jef,Beng,Yap and all my fren for your support,I have been thinking about what you have said to me and it did help me a lot!!!



    P/S:Remember,millions of people have quit smoking and me too,and you can too!You just have to believe you can quit.Quitting will help you to look and feel your best,and keep you healthy!Good luck!

    Friday, January 30, 2009

    New Fav Song.


    Katy Perry!!!Her new track!!-Thinking of You.I love this song so much.Awesome!This is so cool.I love Her,I love her song.She is so cute.

    This is her new clip video.Sure,u like it!!





    Thinking Of You lyrics

    Comparisons are easily done
    Once you've had a taste of perfection
    Like an apple hanging from a tree
    I picked the ripest one
    I still got the seed

    You said move on
    Where do I go
    I guess second best
    Is all I will know

    Cause when I'm with him
    I am thinking of you
    Thinking of you
    What you would do if
    You were the one
    Who was spending the night
    Oh I wish that I
    Was looking into your eyes

    You're like an Indian summer
    In the middle of winter
    Like a hard candy
    With a surprise center
    How do I get better
    Once I've had the best
    You said there's
    Tons of fish in the water
    So the waters I will test

    He kissed my lips
    I taste your mouth
    He pulled me in
    I was disgusted with myself

    Cause when I'm with him
    I am thinking of you
    Thinking of you
    What you would do if
    You were the one
    Who was spending the night
    Oh I wish that I
    Was looking into...

    You're the best
    And yes I do regret
    How I could let myself
    Let you go
    Now the lesson's learned
    I touched it I was burned
    Oh I think you should know

    Cause when I'm with him
    I am thinking of you
    Thinking of you
    What you would do if
    You were the one
    Who was spending the night
    Oh I wish that I
    Was looking into your eyes
    Looking into your eyes
    Looking into your eyes
    Oh won't you walk through
    And bust in the door
    And take me away
    Oh no more mistakes
    Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

    I also love her because she's hot,cute,sweet and she wears Bows,she really2 my kickass superstar and pop diva!!!

    I love all her song.She's soooo babe!!

    Btw,i want her new album.One of the boys!!!!

    Thursday, January 29, 2009

    My Fave Poetry.

    Break up!

    I don't really want to say goodbye
    I don't really want to leave you
    But now I have to go away
    Stay away from you forever

    What we had was something special
    Deep down from our hearts
    But now I have to go away
    And leave you from my heart

    Lost Love

    I loved you more than I have ever known
    Those starry eyes
    Those tender lips
    You made my heart melt
    Then boil into a roaring fire
    I now know
    What my eyes could not see
    You are the only one that is for me
    Many nights those tears flew
    Being myself without anyone
    Anyone to care about the thoughts
    Looking at the sky and knowing
    Many mistakes I had
    Many mistakes I have had

    Love?

    When love has come
    But soon is gone
    It begs the question
    Was it there

    The love was lost
    And never found
    Lost without you
    Lost without me
    Lost into eternity

    The love was just a figment
    A figment of our minds
    Something we could ponder
    But never express

    Was it love or just a feeling
    Was it love or just healing

    Healing from the hatred
    The hatred of our hearts
    Our past was deep and full of pain
    We needed this to release the stain

    For this I do not regret
    The time with you that I had spent

    The Healing Heart.

    Shattered heart forced to heal
    as greatness unveils thine soul.
    Hope whispered in the distance,
    to recover thine lost love.

    'Tis night brings tender passing,
    healing thine soul with glorious blunder.
    Caus' not one or two,
    but dissipated nights of dreams.

    Sadness comes to end,
    happiness conquered hate.
    Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking,
    hope has come again.