~My whole act is confession~

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.


Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sleepover di ruma SYL.


x kna edit.


Kna edit.


Hehe.
Smlm sa p ruma syl.Lebih kurang jam 8.30++ p.m la.Hehe.Best ni kami.Actually sa mau p sna mau men game baru dia "Sim"Hehe.Tp x dpt install pula.Krg asam btl ni.Ok,then kami tungu2 c beng.Call2 dia suma.X sound blk.Tau2 dia suda tdur(Baru beng kasitau td).So xla plan kami dau syl ni.Utk menghappykan dri sndri kami pun dgr lagu smbil "BERGAMBAR GILA2"haha.Sot ni.(Boleh tgk slide show diatas.)Hehe.Gila oO kami.Kami menyanyi2 lg.Haha.Mau pacah perut sa tgk balik pic & video kami oO.Haha.Then kami bincang lg psl bday sa.Adui,bykla kami buat.Kami tgk lg video yg si syl buat suma.Gmbr2 time d SYD08.Bykla.Hehe.Tub tap tub tap.Jam 1 lebih suda kami tidur.Hehe.


Kwn beng p interview.


Kemarin sa kwn c beng p interview.Awal pagi lg semangat kami.Hehe.Jam 7+ c beng ambi sa druma.Awal kan???hehe.Blm lg sa ready dia suda smpai.adui.apa lg sa,berabis konon mau ready.Mmg lucula life kami kemarin.
7.00++ a.m
Beng,syl,mama syl & me.
P dongs mkn dlu.
-After mkn kami antar Syl n mama dia p H.Queen.E.
-Then kami dua beng pg Api2.Mau cari cyber dlu utk print profile c beng.Tp x jumpa.Ada jumpa tp printoutla pula.
-Then kami tungu dkreta dlu.Beng minta mekap.
-Suda tu kami p Promenade hotel (Tmpt interview).Lebih kurang Jam 9la.Tp blm lg mula.
-Then c beng kna bg borang utk disi.Tp c beng tesala isi lg.Adui.Then sa surula dia p ambi borang blk tp tu org x mau bg cz beng x pakai skrit.Means beng kena tukar sluar p skirt.Haha.
-Then kami pulang.Kwn beng p ganti skirt/baju.
-P ruma sa ambi pantyhos & baju.
-Balik ruma beng p tukar evrything.
-P H.Q.E ambi syl.Tp syl x dpt ikt kami.Dia pg sna sndri.
-Balik p Promenade.Dgn Hujan & angin yg kuat.Haha.
-Syl dtg lbh kurang jam 12++??Idk.
-Habis interview.Kami p Wawa Cafe.
-Then p PADINI.Sa beli rantai.Shit man.SALES!!!!!!!!! smpai 70% gila.Just utk special Raya.
-P CP.Syl mau beli game.Cari punya cari last2 jmpa.PC Game dia beli "Sim".
-Balik p dongs ambi abg Beng.
-Balik Ruma.

TheEND.

Friday, September 26, 2008

I love you..Mama.

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Mama & Me.

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free
Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be
Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad
I never thought you would become the friend I never had
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Mama I love you.Mama I care
Mama I love you . Mama my friend. You're my friend
I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto be
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
Mama, I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend. You're my friend
But now I'm sure I know why,
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All I can give you is love is love
Mama I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You're my friend
Mama, I love you, Mama ,I care
Mama, I love you, Mama, my friend, You're my friend

My Dream Wedding Dress.Hehe
















Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hating someone.

I finally figured out that while I was angry and hurt the person who had hurt me goes on with their daily life and probably doesnt even think about how their actions damaged me. I was expending all of this energy hating and the only person affected by all this hate was me. I realized they werent worth my emotions, So I dont give them any damn. When you hate you are allowing them to still have control, cut them off from any and all emotions including hate because they dont deserve that much.

Friendster.

Yeh!! Fs is soo kurang ajar today.Penat2 sa edit my profile then rosak pula.Shit man.Kin panas btl.Mls sa.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Meeting My Buzzy.

At his abg wedding.

Wit El.

This one also.At his abg wedding.

And this one sa lupa.Dnt knw whr.Hehe.Hang out wif jef.At Secret Recipe i think.

Miss him so much.

Smlm d "HUNTER'S"

The org.
-Myself,Beng,Mai (Beng Bf) & Ec.

5.00+ p.m
Kami p church Terawi.Si beng mau bwa Bf dia konon.Keke

After church kami p makan d Wawa Home Cafe at Warisan square,actually la.Ehehe.Tp tutup.Sebabnya sa x tau.Hem,so terpaksa la makan d cp.Buli la juga mknan dia.

Then lebih kurang 8.00+ p.m kami p Hunter's (Pub,cafe,Karaoke) at Kinabalu Daya Hotel.Then kami minum Tiger 4 botol.Then Mai order lg Stout.Actually mau pulang awal cz ada ec kan.Tp x jadi cz suma pun sdg bergumbira.Haha.Nyanyi2.Minum2.Hehe.C beng mabuk munkin tu.Haha.Sa pun.Tp buli sedar lg la.Time c beng p toilet then ofcs mai mau kasi kwn dia la kan p toilet.Kami (ec n sa) keboringan la gila konon ni.Tp buli la siok skit cz ada lelaki hensem duduk d bar (dkt dgn tmpt ddk kami)Ehehe.Punya la cute.Smart lg sora dia tu.Dia nyanyi.Then time sa n ec ktawa2 sna smbil tungu drg beng (punya lama.*Hint2.) kami buat lawak2 bodohla konon ni.Trus tba2 ada ni 1 lelaki ambi gelas sa dia isi carlsberg.Wahahaha.Punyala.Sudala org kick time tu.Tp x buli tolak ni.Mesti minum juga.(TERPAKSA)Hmm.Then suda drg beng dtg.Sa & ec p lg toilet ni.Mau p muntah.X tahan.Time keluar dr toilet tu tiba2 lelaki yg bg sa minuman tu tanya sa kalo sa mau minum.Sa x mau.Then sa jln la.Tiba2 tu lelaki dtg lg then p bar order utk meja kami.Punyala.Adui.Sa ckp sa x mau.Bongo btl.Adui,apalagi.Terpaksa la kasi habis.Bingkuk btl tu org.Then nda lama tu.Ada ni 1 lelaki cute lg.Hahaha.Sot oO sa.Okla watever.Dia tingu2 sa.Then tiba2 dia buat skil cheers dgn sa sambil pgang glas dia la.Hehe.Waaa.Cute lg tu.Then sa blas la dia.Nda lama tu.Sa xtahan lg.Sa mau p muntah lg.So minta kwn ec la ni.P lg kami toilet.Time sa keluar dr toilet tiba2 ada tu lelaki yg cheers sma sa.Hahaha.Gila ni.Then dia suru sa kwn dia duduk.Haha.So sa p kwn la dia.Lgpun sa keboringan kan.Haha.So pgla konon ni.Cerita2 byk.Ketawa byk.Minum byk.Haha.Actually tu lelaki dr KL.Dia p holiday ja dsabah.Ari ni dia blk KL suda.Then dia blik p "Timurlaste" ok sa xtau spel tu words bcz jrg guna.So apa2la,k.Funny ni dia.Cute lg.Byk cerita dia ni.Dia blanja lg sa minum & Dunhill lights 1 kotak.Haha.Buduuuuu oOoo.Ok.Sampai sna ja.X buli lebih2.Hehe.Then kami pulang.Kami pulang jam entah tp sa smpai ruma Jam 2.00 a.m,22nd sept 08.


P/S: Btw,at dat night.Sa dpt 3 number dr lelaki.Haha.
1st:Dr Manager Hunter's.Mr Harry. (dia bg bcz sa mau contact dia N bincang psl bday party sa)
2nd:Lelaki yg spent minum.Actually lelaki yg blanja sa minum tu adala Polis.Hahaha.Apa nama dia arh?Hmm.Rashi??Sumting sound like dat la.
3rd:THe KL guy + Cute guy.Haha.It's JASON.


Having My HAPPY HOUR last nite.Yahooo.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Here's a few reasons why guy's like girls..

  1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo.
  2. The way their heads always find the right spot on his shoulder.
  3. How cute they look when she's sleep.
  4. The ease in which she fit into his arms.
  5. The way she kiss he and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
  6. How cute she are when she eat.
  7. The way she take hours to get dressed but in the end makes it all worth while.
  8. Because she are always warm even when its minus 30 out side.
  9. The way she look good no matter what they wear.
  10. The way she fish for compliments even though they both know that you think she's the most beautiful things on this earth.
  11. How cute she are when she's argue.
  12. The way her hand always finds his.
  13. The way she's smile.
  14. The way he feel when he see her name on the call ID after be just had a big fight.
  15. The way she says "Lets not fight anymore"even though he know that an hour later he will be arguing about something.
  16. The way she kiss when he do something nice for her.
  17. The way she kiss him when he say "I LOVE YOU"
  18. Actually....!!! Just the way she kiss him!!!
  19. The way she fall into his arms when she cry.
  20. Then the way she apologize for crying over something that silly.
  21. The way she hit him and expect it to hurt.
  22. Then the way she apologize when it does hurt.(Even though he dont admit it!)
  23. The way she say "I MISS YOU"
  24. The way he miss her.
  25. The way her tears make he want to change the world so that it doest hurt her anymore.Yet regardless if he love her,hate her,wish she would die or know that he would die without her.It matters not.Because once in his life,whatever she were to the world she become everything to you.When he look her in the eyes,traveling to the depths of her souls and he say a million things without trace of a sound,he know that his own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.He love her for millions reason.No paper would do it justice.It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

Look at your eyes and find out what's your ailment (this is quite an accurate way to diagnose)

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Siblings.



With LOVE and APPRECIATION to my siblings,as we continue to share our journey of growing wise and growing strong.

You're single,so..

  1. Stop pretending to be in a good mood all the time.
  2. Stop trying to look desinable every 2nd of the day.
  3. Order your own extra-large portion of tries & some onion rings.
  4. Stop pretending to like his loud,obnoxious music,friends,or parents.
  5. Chat on the phone friends who don't ask you to hang on while they chect out what's on tv.
  6. Stop pretending/leaving your weekend nights open until friday when he still hasn't booked you.

He says.

He says: You look great in those paint.
Thinking: You're butt looks great in those pants.
On the phone:What are you wearing?
Thinking:Please tell me you're walking around completely nude.
Say:Of course,Im glad to be with you instead of playing ball with the guy's.
Thinking:I hope we get to make out before your parents get home.
Say:I didnt even notice her.I was looking at the porsche.
Thinking:There is not enough spander in the world.

Let's talk about boy.

  1. Guy's will open their mouths in their own peace.
  2. Speak how,or forever hold your peace.
  3. Say it fast & keep it simple.
  4. Accept him as he is.
  5. Resist the urge to solve his problems for him.
  6. Give him space.
  7. Leave the past behind.

Happy Birthday Prisca.


Happy birthday to a special friend.All my love to you this precious day!Part of me knows just what I should say;Part perhaps some deeper word would send.You're the strand on which I silent write.Before my dreams are swept far out to sea.In you there's room to canter and run free,Restoring my lost sense of space and light.To me you are a place where I can stay,Hanging out to watch the rush of time,Drawing in the sand a lazy line.Along which I can go my own sweet way.You are my sun and shade, my bread and wine.
P/s:Today is my bestfren,PRISCA MICHELLE birthday.I really2 wish i cud spent sum of my times wit her.Pris,i wish u knw hw much i miss & really2 want u rite nw.Pris,I LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART in everyway.Miss u so much.Muah2.LOVE U.May Godd bless u & spell on u so u wont 4get me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Birthday girl url:

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PRISCA MICHELLE



The wrong ways to turn down a guy.

1.Avoid his calls or his e-mail.

2.Say hurtful things.

3.Mumble something about being busy.

4.Flirt with someone else in front of him.

5.Suggest one of your girlfriends might be better suited to hispersonality.

6.Pretend you're not home if he calls.

7.Say yes at 1st,then call at the last minute to cancel.

Ideas for girl get together.



  1. Room redecoration party.

  2. Chefs-in-training.(cooking)

  3. Photo shoot.

  4. Sleep over.

  5. Psychic night.

  6. The show must go on.

  7. Make over.

Benci.

Yeh!!!!Nang manas gilak ari marek ngan nya.Sik pandai tolong.Sak ati kmk.Mok nangis ja rasa.Sudala kmk kepak nge dei & buat baju nya lagi jaik paloi tolong.Angol!!!Biuk!!!Bujat!!!Gambong!!!Loba!!!Kedak ya nya boss????Mok ja kmk palu.Sudlah bilik ceridak & bersepah.Nangga tv ja tauk.Tuyuk ktk!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Bisuk Cuti.Yeh! Tp x cukup.Sa mau lg cuti.

Bisuk cutiiiii.Trima kasih la mama Yang di-Pertua Negeri Sabah cz kasi lahir dia pada esok hari.Ngam.Sa mau cuti juga.Heheh.Tp knp 1 ari ja/??Knp bkn 1 mingu/1 bulan/1 tahun?Biar cutiii ja tp gaji berjalan.Heheh.Aku mau cutiii lg.X cukup 1 hari.Bykkk yg sa mau buat ni.Kasi mkn anjing,kasi kemas bilik,kasi kemas bilik abg,kaka,adik & jamban.Adui,mana cukup.Pleasela.Harap2 bisuk sa tingu brita TV3 kna umum Sabah tambah cutiii lg.Yes.Amen.Tolongla sepa yg berkuasa itu.Wahai kerajaan2 sekalian,tolongla.Kalo ko tmbah cutiii lg sa janji sa sokong ko.Sa x sokong anwar.Please.

Kejadian druma bengz.

Hehe.Gila.Punya best smlm.Hehe.Sa,Ec,Syl & beng kami stay druma beng.Haha.Gila oO.Actually mau p men futsal tp x jadi cz suma kwn2 bz.Ada yg p buayan & ada yg dgn keja masing2.Hehe.Hujan lg time tu.Tp xpala.Hehe.Cz kami enjoy juga druma c beng.Haha.Mmg enjoy!!Lucu lg.Kami mcm gila ja ni.Dgr music smbil menari2.Then c beng masak lg utk kami.Hehe.(Tq beng.Ko masak mmg sadapppp bha.Hee)Then sa minum lg wine.Wawawa.Best oO.Smbil2 tu kami plan lg utk bday sa yg coming soon.Tulis list org2 yg akan d-invite nnt,minuman yg mau dibeli & lain2.Haha.C syl la yg jd tukang tulis konon.Hehe.Lucu la kami time tu.Ketawa smpai mau pacah perut.Smpai c beng skit perut lg ni.Haha.Entahla.Susa mau ckp kelucuan yg berlaku masa tu.Haha.Then,after beberapa jam c beng pun hantar la sa pulang.Lebih kurang jam 9++la.Hehe.Then,ada lg perkara yg paling lucu.Time naik kereta c beng tiba2 kami terhidu bau tai kucing ni.Haha.Gila oO.X tahan kami ni.Bau btl.Haha.Time otw tu sa suru la c beng berenti d siring jln then kami check tapak kasut masing2.Mau tgk jugala manatau ada org yg terpijak.Haha.Tp xla.Hairan ni.X org terpijak tp bau.Haha.Itu ja la yg penting utk dshare.Yg lain2 tu biar kami ja yg tau.Hehe.

Pencuri Makanan

Yeh!!!!Shit.Malas sa oO.Ada pencuri druma sa.Punyala.Kurang ajar btl.Ni org kan bgs jan lg p ruma sa.Suda org kasi pinjam duit x pandai lg menghargai.Hey,bknla mau kna meghargai tp ai.Susala mau ckp.Ui,knp ko curi makanan sa????!!!!Sa mau nangis ni.Krg ajar btl.Blm lg sa rasmi suda pandai2 p curi.X tanya lg.!@#$%^&*()_+!!!Argh. Kazen kha gini???Kimai btl.Jan harap la sa mau tlg ko lg.Suka2 minta org $$$.Ko ingat sa mama ko kha???Suda kna tlg mau mencuri lg.AAAaaaaaaRRRrrggghhh!!!Hey,malas sa.Jan suda ko pruma sa.Jan lg minta tlg sa.Jan lg call sa.Jan lg tdur d blik sa.Munyit kau!!


P/S:Cerita psl org yg x otak.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Semalam.Punya SIOKKKK.


Waaa.Haha.Lastnite mmg bestla sa sma beng.Walaupun kami dua org ja x syl.Tp kami masi buli hidup dgn gumbira.Haha.1st2 kami p Dinner d Kepayan.Beng order Mee Tuaran campur2 + Teh C Ping.Hehe.Sa pula Nasi Goreng Ikan masin & Coke.Huhu.X Sedap bha kna masak tu nasi.Sa x suka ni.Haha.C beng punya mee pun ada sotong.Trus tu sotong mcm giuk ni.Haha.Lucu la.After tu.Kurang lebih jam 9+ kami p Eclipse.Sana kami minum Carlsberg & Wisky Coke.Haha.Mmg gila la.Tp best ni.Kami mcm palui2.Haha.Kami minta request lagu lg.Ada 4 lagu kami request tp 2 ja kna nyanyi.Haha.Lg lucu time lagu request kami kna nyanyi iaitu Oh Carol (Beng yg request arh bkn sa.)Hahaa.C Beng p menari cha cha ni.Hahahaha.Lucu oO.Brabis sa ketawa.Org yg d meja sblah kami pun brabis ketawa.Kalo ada syl ni.Mmg dia pun brabis ktawa.Haha.Then jam 11+ Kami p ambi bf c beng d sutera.Punya lama kami tungu.Shit.Gila oO.Sambil tungu tu kami ber"Clubin" lg d dlm kreta.Nasib ada music yg bgs2.Haha.Gila oO.Haha.Teriak2 lg kami ni.Haha.Then inda lama kmudian bf beng dtg then kami hantar dia balik barula beng hantar sa blk.Then suda balik mandi trus tertidur.Punyala best.Byk bha ceta kami tu mlm.Haha.Jadi lebih kurang jam 12+ la juga sa smpai ruma.Hehe.-The End-

Thursday, September 11, 2008

This is me Lyric.


I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where
I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

My new Spartan.

Emmanuel Roland P.B
Was born on 21st Of July 2007

Gabriel Roland P.B

Was Born on 18th Of Jun 2008.

SYD Pica.Hehe

Me & Abg Farrell.After Concert.


Lay,Me & Syl.After the concert.Kami di bilik Lay.Haha.Memberontak.*Sign.Yuki (Bf Lay Took Dis Pica.Hehe)

I think this picture is so funny.Haha.Jude,Me,Girl & Half Christyne.Haha.

Me??Just Me.Hehe.

I dnt really knw what am i doing.Haha.Silly pos.Haha.Ok.Watever.


Kami.Byk org susa mau type satu2.

PEACE-Syl & Me.


B4 The SHC Youth Performe.Hehe.Smpat lg bgmbar.


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Family Prayer.


My Prayer and Wish for Our Family
And
My Pledge to you

I pray that we become closer and closer as a family united.
I pray that we connect on a deeper and more spiritual level.
I pray that we appreciate and accept each other.
I pray that we love and support each other through thick and thin. I pray that we not take each other for granted.
I pray that we put judgments aside and truly listen to one another.
I pray that we understand that we are family for a reason and that we take advantage of that reason.
I pray that we forgive and forget any and all past hurts that we have caused each other, even if we didn’t intentionally hurt the other.
I pray that we always have good intent when talking and sharing information with each other.
I pray that we are totally honest with each other and will not walk on egg shells at the expense of ourselves.
I pray that we really get to know each other and that we show interest in each other’s lives.
I prayer that we be open to each other’s point of view especially when that point of view does not match our own..
I pray that we put all of our past struggles and lack of communication behind us and go forward in a more positive, open, honest, and loving way.
My Pledge to YouI pledge to you that I will do all that I have prayed for. I pledge to you that I will honor and cherish you as a loving individual and a very special gift from God. I am truly blessed to have you in my life!
Love,
Manda.

OMGs.Putangz!!!

Putang means:

Son of a Bitch translated in Filipino language.Putang=Bitch Ina=Mother Mo=your. Your mother is a bitch.

OMGsOMGsOMGs.

Kamu percaya kha ni??
hahaaaa.Sa pun xtau pa mau ckp.Knp nama sa PUTANGZ?Knp org kasi nama sa PUTANG???Fantastico.Haha.Wateverla,sa tetap suka nama sa PUTANGZ.Haha.Tp mmg lucu la.The other side mmg nama sa ni Sot2.Haha.Memaki la pula,kan.Haha.Funny & Interesting.Kekeke.

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