Happy Ash Wednesday!

Its Ash Wednesday!And Yeah!,but today is a day of fasting(along with Ash Wednesday).I have another 5 1/2 hours until dinner.I'm starting to fasting from everything.Oh and I thought i just couldn't eat meat those days.But also KURANGKAN eat & be good:)!But its ok cos I try "doing" something that's good for myself & God that i normally don't do instead of eating out of control & hating,gossip & ect.(Laughing)
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Technically,I guess i have to jadi ANGEL! And yes im not sure what my sacrifice.(Masi berfikir)Hehe.Embha.


"So let mercy come, And wash away, What I've done"
Psalm 51:1-17

Beng!!Happy Birthday!

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People come into our lives for a reason.Sometimes we don't really know right away,nor do we understand.Today is my bestfriend birthday.I’ve known this friend all my life.We used to spend all our time together.Fonilla @ Beng has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for.She’s always there when I need her,with kind words,words of encouragement,words of truth (whether I like it or not!),words that make me laugh,words that bring me joy.She always sticks to her word no matter how difficult.She speaks the truth,she is kind, thoughtful,silly,funny,loves to laugh and giggle,helpful,sincere,easy to talk to and listens well.It's friend's like these that are priceless.I love all my friends very much.Thanks for all you do.
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Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday to Beng2!
Happy Birthday to you!
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You deserve the best my friend!!
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Have a nice day ahead.
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Green is her fave colour!

I am dead pissed off just because this stupid girl!!Aaarrggghh!!

This is so crazy!!I hate that girl!Knp pula sa tba2 teringat dia ni???Eeee,Benci oh!!Ok,i wont say the tut,blablablablalalala words.I mean itu dirty words yah!!(suda promise mau change my words bila bckp.No dirty,baby!)Aiya,mls oh.Suddnly teringat,terfikir psl ni monkey.Oh,God!Forgive me sbb benci dia.:):)E,mls oh kalo ada dis stupid felin.Ok,i know this is so weird.Hey!Ok,sa promise to myself dulu that i wont view her profile anymore.And i delete my FS supaya x view her.bt now???Hey,i tot after all this sacrifice hapen okla konon.Tau2!Gosh!Bodohkang btl!Masi lg sa fkir sdgkan dia tu nothing utk sa.Eeeee,monkey btl.Seriously man i hate like that!I hate hating someone.Eeerrrhhh!!!Mamamia,help me!!Im tierd benci this girl.Eee,gila oh buat gini.Menyusahkan saya saja!!!I know i look ugly cs benci org.lol.hahahaaa.Okla wateverla.Penat eh!Mls suda.Dis is my last post psl this monkey crap!!No more.-END BABY-

My Cocoan!

Click link d bwh n tgk babi sa!!!!
Cute kan babi cocoan.Lol.Itu rumah dia ni.
Pnat ni sa jaga.Kasi mkn,mandi trus mau main lg sma dia.
Beli lg dia brg2,mknan la suma.Beli tempat tingal lg.
Skrg basar suda konon dia.Hehehe.
My cocoan baru dpt "Generous" badge!
And wish gud luck sma my cocoan ah cs dia ikut contest V'tines day.LOL.
Babi oh.Mcm tai ni.Bgs kalo babi btl2.Hahahahahaha.

Kalo mau view babi sa clik sna bwah.

My Adopted Pig-COCOAN

5.30am make-up!duh!

Morning glory world!Ari ni 5.30am lg sa bangun mau mekap 2 org kazen sa yg ikt menari dskul drg utk hari penyampaian (begitukha eja?hehe) hadiah.Plus buat rambut lg.Wah,gila.Time ni masi lg mengantuk-ngantuk pastu sejuk lg ni.Susah ni mau buat rmbt drg.Cs lembutkan rmbt drg.Suda 2.Spray n kelip rmbt pun x.Hm!matai la bha juga.Kla,sa mau smbg tdrlu.Nnt mau p keja lg.Sa post 1pic ja.Bye.B-)

Yesterday, was my stressful day, as you can read my post.

Im having a hard time.It was like EVERYDAY!!Goshhy!My mom are always fighting over something.Like itu,ini things or even EVERYTHING!Duh!!!Yesterday its a spot on the couch!!!I cant take it and everyone fel the same way.Mama always takes any ones spot asap!Like everyone!!!Sudalah I am under a lot of stress at work then at home lg.And sometime its fel like i want to cut myself on the arm.Or jus kill myself so i cant fel anything.Tp sa x buat ok.Even iam under stress bt i stil can think in the (+) way.Thank God!I stil can shopping to cover my stress.Ok,i do have alot of friends & drg slalu tlg sa bt this time idk like i dnt wan to tel them.Bt few of them,YES!YAh!i did tel bt drg busy & lgpun idw kasi susa n i want to stop complaining.& ok when i start to complain blablablabla its doest mean dat i am not thankful.Eeee,wateverla.No big deal juga bha.Like jef said.It is my hak mau complain.Wah!skt kpl oh.Ok,then.My stress out suda.BYE!

Remember my facebook,forget her.

It took me a while but eventually I got around to Facebook and I love it.To sum it up in one example why I love it would have to be because i play alot in facebook and forget all my problem after that (all problems,love,work & blablabla.)

So anyway,itu ja.LOL

Ohyeh!I've decided to quit smoking cigarette.

Yeah! I made it,I haven’t had a single cigarette for 2 weeks and today is the 1st day of the new week and I don’t feel at all that I want to smoke,I actually feel disgusted now when I see someone smoking or when I smell it’s smoke.Yah,esp my dad and bro this morning!

It was easier than I expected,i cant remember when was the last day I smoked,i finished my pack and decided not to buy another one.



Before this,it was a little bit hard,I couldn’t think of anything but smoking.

Every Week& were a bit harder because I started to make excuses to my self that another pack won’t hurt,and I can quit any time I want just like I am proving to my self,and I have done good work so I deserve at least a ciggarete.

Day by day I stopped thinking about smoking totally and started telling friends that I am quiting smoking and I got a lot of support which encouraged me to continue.I don’t feel at all that I need to smoke right now and I am very happy about that.

I keep reminding my self that I will have a better life,won’t have a bad breath in the mornings,I will have more pocket money,and I won’t taste like an ashtray when ppl makes out with me cuz I remember how much I hated others that smoke before I got addicted.

Thank you Syl,Jef,Beng,Yap and all my fren for your support,I have been thinking about what you have said to me and it did help me a lot!!!


P/S:Remember,millions of people have quit smoking and me too,and you can too!You just have to believe you can quit.Quitting will help you to look and feel your best,and keep you healthy!Good luck!