Happy Birthday PAPA!!

I thank God for giving me a sweet and loving papa
Today is your 55th birthday that means so much to me
Papa, you are special person to me in my life
and nothing will replace my papa in this world
Your loving nature brings me happiness into my heart
and you made me so proud with your lessons
I pray God for you to live many years papa
and my tight hugs!!!

Happy birthday man!!!

Mama Vs Me

Sa rasa my muka after kasi curl rambut samalah dgn my

mum punya muka time dulu2(muda2)..

hehehe...

Frustrated at Work..

I'm happy and full of energy when i'm not at work,but as soon as i come into the office today and sit at my desk i feel tired,annoyed,bored,frustrated and unmotivated.I'm trying to get from this stress but everytime I dnt wanna think bout this some little thing pops up of my time up.Adui man,got kerja lg datang.Satu2 kerja dtg dlm 1 hari.Goshy!Im so pissed right now!I was not given any training to do this kerja.I also am not really learning anything which is disappointing myself so ppl please think what can I do wit all this stuf???Mcm mana sa mau buat kerja yg idk?????Fuck!!Still haven't figured out!So now whenever I get frustrated I start surfing the internet,which supposedly I hate,bcs ini buat my kerja lmbt siap but that's how I deal with work stress.Hmmm.....

Bored movie!!!

Last sunday nite,Adam,Craig and me went to CATHAY.The plan was to see movie.We're watching Watchmen at 9.15 pm.The reviews started hitting.Im not to avoid a movie bcs it receives bad reviews.For me this movie are too long,too boring and too much flash back.I cant figure it out wat this movie about.lol.Maybe im not really into dgn this kind of movie or its jus not working for me.Pretty smart kami keluar awal.Cs there's much time to make something okays dari just want to sit there n watch that movie.Lol.

What i really mean here is Watchmen Bored movie!

Finally.

I finally curls my hair!! IDC if its look sucks:):)

Happy Ash Wednesday!

Its Ash Wednesday!And Yeah!,but today is a day of fasting(along with Ash Wednesday).I have another 5 1/2 hours until dinner.I'm starting to fasting from everything.Oh and I thought i just couldn't eat meat those days.But also KURANGKAN eat & be good:)!But its ok cos I try "doing" something that's good for myself & God that i normally don't do instead of eating out of control & hating,gossip & ect.(Laughing)
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Technically,I guess i have to jadi ANGEL! And yes im not sure what my sacrifice.(Masi berfikir)Hehe.Embha.


"So let mercy come, And wash away, What I've done"
Psalm 51:1-17

Beng!!Happy Birthday!

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People come into our lives for a reason.Sometimes we don't really know right away,nor do we understand.Today is my bestfriend birthday.I’ve known this friend all my life.We used to spend all our time together.Fonilla @ Beng has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for.She’s always there when I need her,with kind words,words of encouragement,words of truth (whether I like it or not!),words that make me laugh,words that bring me joy.She always sticks to her word no matter how difficult.She speaks the truth,she is kind, thoughtful,silly,funny,loves to laugh and giggle,helpful,sincere,easy to talk to and listens well.It's friend's like these that are priceless.I love all my friends very much.Thanks for all you do.
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Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday to Beng2!
Happy Birthday to you!
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You deserve the best my friend!!
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Have a nice day ahead.
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Green is her fave colour!

I am dead pissed off just because this stupid girl!!Aaarrggghh!!

This is so crazy!!I hate that girl!Knp pula sa tba2 teringat dia ni???Eeee,Benci oh!!Ok,i wont say the tut,blablablablalalala words.I mean itu dirty words yah!!(suda promise mau change my words bila bckp.No dirty,baby!)Aiya,mls oh.Suddnly teringat,terfikir psl ni monkey.Oh,God!Forgive me sbb benci dia.:):)E,mls oh kalo ada dis stupid felin.Ok,i know this is so weird.Hey!Ok,sa promise to myself dulu that i wont view her profile anymore.And i delete my FS supaya x view her.bt now???Hey,i tot after all this sacrifice hapen okla konon.Tau2!Gosh!Bodohkang btl!Masi lg sa fkir sdgkan dia tu nothing utk sa.Eeeee,monkey btl.Seriously man i hate like that!I hate hating someone.Eeerrrhhh!!!Mamamia,help me!!Im tierd benci this girl.Eee,gila oh buat gini.Menyusahkan saya saja!!!I know i look ugly cs benci org.lol.hahahaaa.Okla wateverla.Penat eh!Mls suda.Dis is my last post psl this monkey crap!!No more.-END BABY-

My Cocoan!

Click link d bwh n tgk babi sa!!!!
Cute kan babi cocoan.Lol.Itu rumah dia ni.
Pnat ni sa jaga.Kasi mkn,mandi trus mau main lg sma dia.
Beli lg dia brg2,mknan la suma.Beli tempat tingal lg.
Skrg basar suda konon dia.Hehehe.
My cocoan baru dpt "Generous" badge!
And wish gud luck sma my cocoan ah cs dia ikut contest V'tines day.LOL.
Babi oh.Mcm tai ni.Bgs kalo babi btl2.Hahahahahaha.

Kalo mau view babi sa clik sna bwah.

My Adopted Pig-COCOAN

5.30am make-up!duh!

Morning glory world!Ari ni 5.30am lg sa bangun mau mekap 2 org kazen sa yg ikt menari dskul drg utk hari penyampaian (begitukha eja?hehe) hadiah.Plus buat rambut lg.Wah,gila.Time ni masi lg mengantuk-ngantuk pastu sejuk lg ni.Susah ni mau buat rmbt drg.Cs lembutkan rmbt drg.Suda 2.Spray n kelip rmbt pun x.Hm!matai la bha juga.Kla,sa mau smbg tdrlu.Nnt mau p keja lg.Sa post 1pic ja.Bye.B-)

Yesterday, was my stressful day, as you can read my post.

Im having a hard time.It was like EVERYDAY!!Goshhy!My mom are always fighting over something.Like itu,ini things or even EVERYTHING!Duh!!!Yesterday its a spot on the couch!!!I cant take it and everyone fel the same way.Mama always takes any ones spot asap!Like everyone!!!Sudalah I am under a lot of stress at work then at home lg.And sometime its fel like i want to cut myself on the arm.Or jus kill myself so i cant fel anything.Tp sa x buat ok.Even iam under stress bt i stil can think in the (+) way.Thank God!I stil can shopping to cover my stress.Ok,i do have alot of friends & drg slalu tlg sa bt this time idk like i dnt wan to tel them.Bt few of them,YES!YAh!i did tel bt drg busy & lgpun idw kasi susa n i want to stop complaining.& ok when i start to complain blablablabla its doest mean dat i am not thankful.Eeee,wateverla.No big deal juga bha.Like jef said.It is my hak mau complain.Wah!skt kpl oh.Ok,then.My stress out suda.BYE!

Remember my facebook,forget her.

It took me a while but eventually I got around to Facebook and I love it.To sum it up in one example why I love it would have to be because i play alot in facebook and forget all my problem after that (all problems,love,work & blablabla.)

So anyway,itu ja.LOL

Ohyeh!I've decided to quit smoking cigarette.

Yeah! I made it,I haven’t had a single cigarette for 2 weeks and today is the 1st day of the new week and I don’t feel at all that I want to smoke,I actually feel disgusted now when I see someone smoking or when I smell it’s smoke.Yah,esp my dad and bro this morning!

It was easier than I expected,i cant remember when was the last day I smoked,i finished my pack and decided not to buy another one.



Before this,it was a little bit hard,I couldn’t think of anything but smoking.

Every Week& were a bit harder because I started to make excuses to my self that another pack won’t hurt,and I can quit any time I want just like I am proving to my self,and I have done good work so I deserve at least a ciggarete.

Day by day I stopped thinking about smoking totally and started telling friends that I am quiting smoking and I got a lot of support which encouraged me to continue.I don’t feel at all that I need to smoke right now and I am very happy about that.

I keep reminding my self that I will have a better life,won’t have a bad breath in the mornings,I will have more pocket money,and I won’t taste like an ashtray when ppl makes out with me cuz I remember how much I hated others that smoke before I got addicted.

Thank you Syl,Jef,Beng,Yap and all my fren for your support,I have been thinking about what you have said to me and it did help me a lot!!!


P/S:Remember,millions of people have quit smoking and me too,and you can too!You just have to believe you can quit.Quitting will help you to look and feel your best,and keep you healthy!Good luck!

New Fav Song.

Katy Perry!!!Her new track!!-Thinking of You.I love this song so much.Awesome!This is so cool.I love Her,I love her song.She is so cute.

This is her new clip video.Sure,u like it!!





Thinking Of You lyrics

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

I also love her because she's hot,cute,sweet and she wears Bows,she really2 my kickass superstar and pop diva!!!

I love all her song.She's soooo babe!!
Btw,i want her new album.One of the boys!!!!

My Fave Poetry.

Break up!

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

Lost Love

I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had

Love?

When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express

Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing

Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain

For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent

The Healing Heart.

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils thine soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover thine lost love.

'Tis night brings tender passing,
healing thine soul with glorious blunder.
Caus' not one or two,
but dissipated nights of dreams.

Sadness comes to end,
happiness conquered hate.
Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.