My Confession.

Happy Birthday PAPA!!

2009-04-07T18:14:00.002+08:00

I thank God for giving me a sweet and loving papa
Today is your 55th birthday that means so much to me
Papa, you are special person to me in my life
and nothing will replace my papa in this world
Your loving nature brings me happiness into my heart
and you made me so proud with your lessons
I pray God for you to live many years papa
and my tight hugs!!!

Happy birthday man!!!

Mama Vs Me

2009-03-12T17:44:00.001+08:00

Sa rasa my muka after kasi curl rambut samalah dgn my

mum punya muka time dulu2(muda2)..

hehehe...

Frustrated at Work..

2009-03-11T16:15:00.003+08:00

I'm happy and full of energy when i'm not at work,but as soon as i come into the office today and sit at my desk i feel tired,annoyed,bored,frustrated and unmotivated.I'm trying to get from this stress but everytime I dnt wanna think bout this some little thing pops up of my time up.Adui man,got kerja lg datang.Satu2 kerja dtg dlm 1 hari.Goshy!Im so pissed right now!I was not given any training to do this kerja.I also am not really learning anything which is disappointing myself so ppl please think what can I do wit all this stuf???Mcm mana sa mau buat kerja yg idk?????Fuck!!Still haven't figured out!So now whenever I get frustrated I start surfing the internet,which supposedly I hate,bcs ini buat my kerja lmbt siap but that's how I deal with work stress.Hmmm.....

Bored movie!!!

2009-03-10T11:08:00.005+08:00

Last sunday nite,Adam,Craig and me went to CATHAY.The plan was to see movie.We're watching Watchmen at 9.15 pm.The reviews started hitting.Im not to avoid a movie bcs it receives bad reviews.For me this movie are too long,too boring and too much flash back.I cant figure it out wat this movie about.lol.Maybe im not really into dgn this kind of movie or its jus not working for me.Pretty smart kami keluar awal.Cs there's much time to make something okays dari just want to sit there n watch that movie.Lol.

What i really mean here is Watchmen Bored movie!

Finally.

2009-03-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

I finally curls my hair!! IDC if its look sucks:):)

Happy Ash Wednesday!

2009-02-25T15:30:00.001+08:00

Its Ash Wednesday!And Yeah!,but today is a day of fasting(along with Ash Wednesday).I have another 5 1/2 hours until dinner.I'm starting to fasting from everything.Oh and I thought i just couldn't eat meat those days.But also KURANGKAN eat & be good:)!But its ok cos I try "doing" something that's good for myself & God that i normally don't do instead of eating out of control & hating,gossip & ect.(Laughing)
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Technically,I guess i have to jadi ANGEL! And yes im not sure what my sacrifice.(Masi berfikir)Hehe.Embha.

"So let mercy come, And wash away, What I've done"
Psalm 51:1-17

Beng!!Happy Birthday!

2009-02-25T13:42:00.005+08:00

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People come into our lives for a reason.Sometimes we don't really know right away,nor do we understand.Today is my bestfriend birthday.I’ve known this friend all my life.We used to spend all our time together.Fonilla @ Beng has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for.She’s always there when I need her,with kind words,words of encouragement,words of truth (whether I like it or not!),words that make me laugh,words that bring me joy.She always sticks to her word no matter how difficult.She speaks the truth,she is kind, thoughtful,silly,funny,loves to laugh and giggle,helpful,sincere,easy to talk to and listens well.It's friend's like these that are priceless.I love all my friends very much.Thanks for all you do.
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Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday to Beng2!
Happy Birthday to you!
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You deserve the best my friend!!
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Have a nice day ahead.
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Green is her fave colour!

I am dead pissed off just because this stupid girl!!Aaarrggghh!!

2009-02-23T18:26:00.003+08:00

This is so crazy!!I hate that girl!Knp pula sa tba2 teringat dia ni???Eeee,Benci oh!!Ok,i wont say the tut,blablablablalalala words.I mean itu dirty words yah!!(suda promise mau change my words bila bckp.No dirty,baby!)Aiya,mls oh.Suddnly teringat,terfikir psl ni monkey.Oh,God!Forgive me sbb benci dia.:):)E,mls oh kalo ada dis stupid felin.Ok,i know this is so weird.Hey!Ok,sa promise to myself dulu that i wont view her profile anymore.And i delete my FS supaya x view her.bt now???Hey,i tot after all this sacrifice hapen okla konon.Tau2!Gosh!Bodohkang btl!Masi lg sa fkir sdgkan dia tu nothing utk sa.Eeeee,monkey btl.Seriously man i hate like that!I hate hating someone.Eeerrrhhh!!!Mamamia,help me!!Im tierd benci this girl.Eee,gila oh buat gini.Menyusahkan saya saja!!!I know i look ugly cs benci org.lol.hahahaaa.Okla wateverla.Penat eh!Mls suda.Dis is my last post psl this monkey crap!!No more.-END BABY-

My Cocoan!

2009-02-12T17:05:00.007+08:00

Click link d bwh n tgk babi sa!!!!
Cute kan babi cocoan.Lol.Itu rumah dia ni.
Pnat ni sa jaga.Kasi mkn,mandi trus mau main lg sma dia.
Beli lg dia brg2,mknan la suma.Beli tempat tingal lg.
Skrg basar suda konon dia.Hehehe.
My cocoan baru dpt "Generous" badge!
And wish gud luck sma my cocoan ah cs dia ikut contest V'tines day.LOL.
Babi oh.Mcm tai ni.Bgs kalo babi btl2.Hahahahahaha.

Kalo mau view babi sa clik sna bwah.

My Adopted Pig-COCOAN

5.30am make-up!duh!

2009-02-12T06:49:00.002+08:00

Morning glory world!Ari ni 5.30am lg sa bangun mau mekap 2 org kazen sa yg ikt menari dskul drg utk hari penyampaian (begitukha eja?hehe) hadiah.Plus buat rambut lg.Wah,gila.Time ni masi lg mengantuk-ngantuk pastu sejuk lg ni.Susah ni mau buat rmbt drg.Cs lembutkan rmbt drg.Suda 2.Spray n kelip rmbt pun x.Hm!matai la bha juga.Kla,sa mau smbg tdrlu.Nnt mau p keja lg.Sa post 1pic ja.Bye.B-)

Yesterday, was my stressful day, as you can read my post.

2009-02-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

Im having a hard time.It was like EVERYDAY!!Goshhy!My mom are always fighting over something.Like itu,ini things or even EVERYTHING!Duh!!!Yesterday its a spot on the couch!!!I cant take it and everyone fel the same way.Mama always takes any ones spot asap!Like everyone!!!Sudalah I am under a lot of stress at work then at home lg.And sometime its fel like i want to cut myself on the arm.Or jus kill myself so i cant fel anything.Tp sa x buat ok.Even iam under stress bt i stil can think in the (+) way.Thank God!I stil can shopping to cover my stress.Ok,i do have alot of friends & drg slalu tlg sa bt this time idk like i dnt wan to tel them.Bt few of them,YES!YAh!i did tel bt drg busy & lgpun idw kasi susa n i want to stop complaining.& ok when i start to complain blablablabla its doest mean dat i am not thankful.Eeee,wateverla.No big deal juga bha.Like jef said.It is my hak mau complain.Wah!skt kpl oh.Ok,then.My stress out suda.BYE!

Remember my facebook,forget her.

2009-02-05T17:26:00.004+08:00

It took me a while but eventually I got around to Facebook and I love it.To sum it up in one example why I love it would have to be because i play alot in facebook and forget all my problem after that (all problems,love,work & blablabla.)

So anyway,itu ja.LOL

Ohyeh!I've decided to quit smoking cigarette.

2009-02-02T12:36:00.009+08:00

Yeah! I made it,I haven’t had a single cigarette for 2 weeks and today is the 1st day of the new week and I don’t feel at all that I want to smoke,I actually feel disgusted now when I see someone smoking or when I smell it’s smoke.Yah,esp my dad and bro this morning!

It was easier than I expected,i cant remember when was the last day I smoked,i finished my pack and decided not to buy another one.

Before this,it was a little bit hard,I couldn’t think of anything but smoking.

Every Week& were a bit harder because I started to make excuses to my self that another pack won’t hurt,and I can quit any time I want just like I am proving to my self,and I have done good work so I deserve at least a ciggarete.

Day by day I stopped thinking about smoking totally and started telling friends that I am quiting smoking and I got a lot of support which encouraged me to continue.I don’t feel at all that I need to smoke right now and I am very happy about that.

I keep reminding my self that I will have a better life,won’t have a bad breath in the mornings,I will have more pocket money,and I won’t taste like an ashtray when ppl makes out with me cuz I remember how much I hated others that smoke before I got addicted.

Thank you Syl,Jef,Beng,Yap and all my fren for your support,I have been thinking about what you have said to me and it did help me a lot!!!

P/S:Remember,millions of people have quit smoking and me too,and you can too!You just have to believe you can quit.Quitting will help you to look and feel your best,and keep you healthy!Good luck!

New Fav Song.

2009-01-30T17:39:00.009+08:00

Katy Perry!!!Her new track!!-Thinking of You.I love this song so much.Awesome!This is so cool.I love Her,I love her song.She is so cute.

This is her new clip video.Sure,u like it!!

Thinking Of You lyrics

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

I also love her because she's hot,cute,sweet and she wears Bows,she really2 my kickass superstar and pop diva!!!

I love all her song.She's soooo babe!!
Btw,i want her new album.One of the boys!!!!

My Fave Poetry.

2009-01-29T14:31:00.003+08:00

Break up!

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

Lost Love

I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had

Love?

When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express

Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing

Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain

For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent

The Healing Heart.

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils thine soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover thine lost love.

'Tis night brings tender passing,
healing thine soul with glorious blunder.
Caus' not one or two,
but dissipated nights of dreams.

Sadness comes to end,
happiness conquered hate.
Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

Regina Spektor - Samson lyrics

2009-01-28T18:00:00.001+08:00

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first (2X)
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go (2x)
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonder bread and
Went right back to bed
And the history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us (2x)
Not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first (2x)
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light (2x)
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me i was beautiful and
Came into my bed
Oh i cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that i'd done alright
And kissed me till the morning light (3x)

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonder bread and
Went right back to bed
Oh we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And the history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us
Not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

I was thinking and...

2009-01-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Ok,sa buat FS baru.Hehe.Dis time utk private ja.And mayb just for a while.Manatau sa mau delete lg nnt.No need to add my FS.Thanks!

Reflection Lyrics (OST Mulan)

2009-01-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Look at me, I will never pass for perfect bride.
Or a perfect daughter.
Can it be I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family's heart.

(Chorus:)
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me.
Why is my reflection someone I don't know
Somehow I cannot hide who I am,
Though I've tried.
When will my reflection show,
Who I am inside.

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside.

I am trying..

2009-01-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

In my whole life i've never told anybody how i feel about anything but now my problems are getting bigger and i don't know how to deal with them because i don't even know myself so how can i solve my problems and makes my life worse is above all this problems i have always to put on a fake smile on my face so people won't know anyting about me and especially ______ because they're kind of the cause of all my problems.

I Promise Lyrics

2009-01-23T17:13:00.001+08:00

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Why i should be sad? Lyrics

2009-01-22T18:09:00.004+08:00

They couldn’t believe I did it
But I was so committed
My life was so restricted for you (For you)
I just told them set of lies, couldn’t see what’s on inside
Thought there’d be real panic for you

Exchanged my vows and said it all
Woman, let’s prepare to fall
Even, screaming did it for you (Remember?)
My friends said you would play me
But I just said they’re crazy
While I was crying, praying was it true?

Well, should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do (Stupid freaking things)
Or should I get bad or sad, who knows?
Just take it all as a sign that we’re through
Goodbye

It’s time for me to move along (Goodbye)
It’s time for me to get it on (OK)
I’m tired of singing sad songs (Alright)
It’s time for me (Britney, let’s go)

I sent you to Vegas with a pocket roll of paper
Don’t put no ultimatiums on you
I thought what could separate us but it

Just seemed to break us
Only brought the playa part of you (Hey baby, what’s your name?)

Lavish homes and fancy cars
Even got the drop Ferrari
Filled up our garage for you
Made your choice with all the teams
People let us in magazines
Tell me who’d I do that for, who?

Why should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do (Stupid freaking things)
Or should I get bad or sad, who knows?
Just take it all as a sign that we’re through
Goodbye

It’s time for me to move along (Goodbye)
It’s time for me to get it on (OK)
I’m tired of singing sad songs (Alright)
It’s time for me (Britney, let’s go)
2x

And don’t you worry about our angels

(All the magazines trying to analyse seeing things in the Us subsection)
There’ll get good guidance and be trained well

(Don’t worry I’ll keep a little secret when I ask this question)

Why should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do (Stupid freaking things)
Why should I get back the sack? Who knows?
Just take it all as a sign that we’re through
Goodbye

It’s time for me to move along (Goodbye)
It’s time for me to get it on (OK)
I’m tired of singing sad songs (Alright)
It’s time for me (Britney, let’s go)
3x

Yeah
A-Come on

Happy Birthday Anto!!!Sweet 17th!

2009-01-22T17:35:00.003+08:00

My little brother is all grown up on 20th of January 2009,he has turned 17th and is now further a legal adult (Konon)(than 1 in his right to get moreee && moreee girlfren or a boyfren??lol.Happy Birthday An, I’ll drink a beer for you (and you can drink one, or two, or quite a few for yourself).Neah!My adik tidak pandai minum beer.Jarang sekali.Hehe.Anyway,Happy birthday Anto.I LOVE YOU!!

How you FLIRT??

2009-01-16T17:01:00.008+08:00

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

Homeless Lyrics

2009-01-16T17:01:00.004+08:00

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
Missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oooh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

Yesterday lyrics

2009-01-16T16:58:00.002+08:00

I just can’t believe you’re gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise even without you by my side
When we have so much in store tell me what it is I’m reaching for
When we’re through building memories I’ll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

Chorus
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we’ll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always used to say I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds or at least how the story goes
(But I never believed them till now)
I know I’ll see you again I’m sure no it’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face but they can’t take yesterday

Chorus

I thought our days would last forever
(But it wasn’t our destiny)
‘Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
Now I can believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday

Chorus

All the broken dreams take everything
But they can never have yesterday

I will be Lyrics

2009-01-16T15:20:00.001+08:00

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Footprints in the sand lyrics

2009-01-16T15:12:00.001+08:00

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you (you)
I'm always there
When your heart is filled (when your heart)
With sadness and despair (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend (need a friend)
You'll find my footprints in the sand. (I promise you)

Ohh. (I'm always there)

When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair, (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend. (I'll carry you)
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Uhh mmhhh.

Girl Lyrics

2009-01-16T13:27:00.001+08:00

[Beyonce]
Take a minute girl, come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of the passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you

[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

[Kelly]
See, what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging most of the time
But I know deep inside, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand
I'm telling you

[chorus]

Girl, I can tell you've been crying (girl, I can tell you been crying)
And you needing somebody to talk to (I can see it in your eyes)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying (I can tell he’s been lying)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I can see it in you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding (I know what your feeling girl)
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

[Michelle]
(Girl) girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen ya down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
And don't you know we love ya

Yeah

[chorus2x]

Emotion lyrics

2009-01-16T13:24:00.001+08:00

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

Taken this Sweet poem from my friend Yapp.

2009-01-16T12:47:00.002+08:00

About Last Nite.

amanda
don't stay alone tonight
it's over
so what? just dry your eyes

we're young but aspiring
love is just a test
we may have failed
but we ended this quest

and now...

it's time to let go
shouting out loud that you don't need him
walk out the front door
and maybe you will be the next big thing

amanda, let's pretend to be happy
don't care what they say, just let them be
don't be afraid to walk in the dark
cause the moonlight will provide the spark

cause tonight's the night
we'll cry for the last time
while the sun still sleeps
throw away what we've kept

and when tomorrow comes
we'll say we had our fun
erasing what's on our mind
and we will start a new life

The poem is great.It truely defines a true friend.This poem is so touching.
About the Poem.This was written by my fave friend,Yap.I wanna thank to you my friend for supporting me,cheering me up,and basically,just being there for me during a very trying time in my life esp in this hard moment.I know i don't find SPECIAL friends like this every day.So i want to show you that i am very thankful.And I wanted to do something special to thank you so i found this special poem just for you,and,I thought a poem would be a good way to say,"Thank-you."

A Simple Thank-You,My Friend.

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,
You entered, bringing light and life to me,
The vivid colors, painted with a swirl
Of wit and charm, of personality,
With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,
And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth
A thankfulness that you walk in these halls
With me; our friendship has become a part
Of my world now; it has its special place,
Within my being, life, and in my heart,
Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.
Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,
I have to thank you for the light,my friend.

My new mobile blogs!!!!

2009-01-16T12:33:00.003+08:00

This is my mobile online blogs!!Im updating this blogs anywhere,anytime!
Bha! itu ja.

My everyday Life List!

P/S: I love all the break-up song!!!Really2 like.Haha.

Tc,
putangz.

O.K.U

2009-01-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ini time sa,syl n beng(xtau mana c beng ni time,hilang.lol) p tmpt oku 'Tolong Org Lumpuh Untuk Menjadi Insan Sempurna'(TOLUMIS)best sangat ni time.dpt share christmas dgn drg.share hadiah.hrp nnt kena buat lg lawatan gni.wlpun kta hapy2 tme christmas tp kta jan lupa org yg lebih memerlukan.

Time bday christyne.

2009-01-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

Ini sa n syl.x byk pic sa ambi ari 2 so ini ja pic yg dpt post.saya miss syl!

Why do i think that my ex is responsible for my happiness?

2009-01-15T11:56:00.004+08:00

“You don’t know what love is
Until you’ve learned the meaning of the blues
Until you’ve loved a love you’ve had to lose
You don’t know what love is”

–Chet Baker

Surviving the Break Up

The last phase in getting over a break up is “the reopening”, where i learn to open myself up for new relationships again.I have learned so much in the past months.

I really did a tremendous job:

1.I become a stronger person.
2.I know myself better.
3.I have realized that self-love is the vital premise for a happy life.
4.I gained knowledge of the reasons which led to me break up back then,and managed to distance myself emotionally from it.
5.Iam able to forgive my Ex and move on.
6.Iam now ready for a new relationship. Yehaaa!!

At last.I realize that..

2009-01-15T10:45:00.011+08:00

Hm.At last sa realize dat sa x spttnya sedih2 or emo2 mau fkr apa yg berlaku skrg ni.See.Tiada yg dpt change apa yg berlaku kecuali sa move along!Ok,mmg im in pain juga sikit cs,Bha! sepa yg tdk sedih kalau suda break kan???Mmg sedihlah.Tp at least sa ada kwn2 yg always there for me.Mcm syl & yapp.Bila sa kestau syl psl yg sa sedih & nangis cz baru break.Syl ckp byk lg lelaki bha di dunia ni.Yah!!1 point why sa tdk ptt mau sedih2.And yapp lg ckp biarla.Everyone did mistake.The person dat nvr did mistake is the one that nvr done anything.And yapp ckp lg biarla break.At least i knw sa let go some1 to get some1 yg lebih baik.And mesti ada hikmah kan??"Broke up is not mean u're dumped.It means he doesn't worth u & u just have a chance to find better soulmate that love u more".See byk point utk sa tdk bersedih2.Every single words yg drg bg sa mmg sa ingat slalu.And thats why im ok now.Ok,mmg sometimes sa teringat juga dia.All the memories.And sometimes bila fkr psl dia buat sa mau work hard to get dia balik.But itu just sometimes cs my fren always remind me that without him i still can live my life.Without him i can do anything i like without asking him anymore and x payah lg mau worry or takut kna mrh kha apa kha.I can go shopping.I can do what i want.I can msging whoever i want.Dress-up what i like.I can hang-out with my frens even with my boy-frens.Yah!!!Im leavin all this stupid felin.No wonder Sabah tdk pandai maju kalo setiap kali org break mesti mau sedih2 smpai keja pun mls.(Apa kena mengena??)Whatever it is.Now im happy!!!:):):)(Happy face yg banyak!!)Sa happy sa ada kawan mcm Syl & Yapp.So i think this is the time dat i shud spen more time with them and menghargai mereka as my fren:)And u my ex i wana let u knw dat im not hating u.I jus wanna thank u 4 wat u did.Cs dis makes me wanna be a better person for someone nnt.And yes i will love them wit all my heart and try to be the best girlfren.Promise.And one more thing.I will stop msging u.Or calling u.Sa x akan contact ko lg.I just dont wana work in this relation anymore.For sure mmg kdg2 x tahan juga mau cari ko tp end is end.And to let u knw.I still do love you.But kita suda break thn i think nw i shud 4get u and stop thinking about u,us.Everything.I knw im gonna lus u but yah! sa masi ada kwn2 sa and this is not the reason why i shud not be in relationship.Ok baby!Stop,stop & stop!!All i need now is my fren.Sa harap ini otak sa x lg fikir psl dia and x akan ada rasa teringin mau get back!Enuf!Ok sa rsa sa ptt stop skrg.Ohya,dis saturday p wedding.Enjoy ur weekend PutangZ!!!!!

Sayonara everyone.
Happy day!!
Muahhh2!

Walk Away lyrics

2009-01-15T10:26:00.002+08:00

PAULA DEANDA:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember what I did

PALUA DEANDA:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

MALE:
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

MALE:
Ya your going to remember me boo
I'm going to remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shh we use to do
You were doing to much I wasn't doing anuf
That's what your friends say
You got a man anyways
I can't explain it nether
I never what to leave ya
Hell ya it's hard to walk away
When I see ya when I see you
I remember the day
You up your shoes on and moved on
Before I could say

PAULA DEANDA:
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
(With a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away
(Remember You)

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)

Bored!

2009-01-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

Stay druma today tok!:-( Boring.

Sa Sakit(Fever).So sa stay druma ja ari ni.

Just wana let u all knw.Sa bloging druma ni.

Sa x jln keluar ruma 1 ari ni.

Inilah muka sa yg sakit.Bad bad!

Find me:)

2009-01-13T18:58:00.001+08:00

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YOU:)

Stupid hell!! Blasshhhhh!

2009-01-13T18:21:00.001+08:00

I want to live my life the way i want to.I want to be free from fear and i want to fill my life with confidence and joy.I want to stop becoimng somebody else and be myself only.Of course i want to live my own life who wouldnt no one wants someone else to live there life for them.Not so good on the running around doing things that I feel I should do rather than things I want to do.Also, not sure how I feel about OH – probably a bit more tolerate than when I wrote the original post.I really2 hate someone now!!!I know he only want me to help him but yerh! i stil hate!!And I think he really might be tolerate nex time.All of sudden,it seemed like lot of bad things would happen to me.Being used by other people just because I was too nice?? or idk.I just want to be happy in living my day.To be able to find joy,success,and confidence in what I do and who i am is my dream.I don’t want to worry or even think about what other people think of me.I want freedom from fear and self doubt and live happily learning from my mistakes.This is my hearts desire.I want to do what i want and be friends with who i want to be friends with and go out and date who i want.Not let other fucked human make my life up for me.Sure they think they are doing the best for me,but it feels like i’m in jail.Never being able to go outside or do anything or be friends with who i want to be friends with,i’m not a child anymore.My mom always told me not to take candy from strangers,but now since im not a child anymore why not try their candy?It could be for the better.Then i realize.I would stay worried about this stupid things or i could stop worrying and actually start doing things???Whichever it is,it’s up to me.I want to live my life how I want it to be lived and not after some other persons rules.My own life.My rules.My life.

-End with my 101% fucking shit felin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-Arrrggghhhh!!!(nangis)

Tong hua lyrics

2009-01-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

忘了有多久
wang le you duo jiu
I’ve forgotten how long it has been

再沒聽到你
zai mei ting dao ni
Since the last time I heard you

對我說你最愛的故事
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
Tell me your favorite story

我想了很久
wo xiang le hen jiu
I have thought for a long time

我開始慌了
wo kai shi huang le
I start to panic

是不是我又做錯什麼
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo shen me
Wondering if I have done something wrong again

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ken eng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

你哭著對我說
ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
You told me as you cried

童話裡都是騙人的
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
That everything in fairy tales are all lies

我不可能是你的王子
wo bu ken eng shi ni de wang zi
I couldn’t possibly be your prince.

也許你不會懂
ye xu ni bu hui dong
But perhaps you don’t understand either

從你說愛我以后
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Ever since you told me you loved me

我的天空星星都亮了
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
All the stars in my sky have brightened.

我願變成童話裡
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
I’m willing to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian sh
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我要變成童話裡
wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

我会變成童話裡
wo hue bian cheng tong hua li
I will to become the one in the fairy tale

你愛的那個天使
ni ai de ne ge tian shi
The angel that you love

張開雙手
zhang kai shuang shou
I extend this pair of hands

變成翅膀守護你
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
and turn them into wings to protect you

你要相信
ni yao xiang xin
You must believe

相信我們會像童話故事裡
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale

幸福和快樂是結局
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Where blessings and happiness is the ending

一起寫我們的結局
yi qi xie wo me de jie ju
Together we can write our own ending

It's over lyrics

2009-01-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1]
We’ve run out of words, we’ve run out of time,
We’ve run out of reasons, really why we’re together,
We both know it’s over baby, bottom line,
It’s best we don’t even talk at all, wooh.

Don’t call me even if I should cross your mind,
I’m in love, I don’t need to hear your voice on my messages,
Lets just call it quits, it’s probably better so,
If I’m not returnin’ your calls it’s ’cause.

[Hook]
‘Cause I’m not comin’ back I’m closin’ the door,
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore,
I’ve got the picture phone, baby your picture’s gone,
Couldn’t stand to see your smile, everytime you dialed.

[Chorus]
‘Cause it’s over, (over)
Girl you know it’s over this time, (this time)
So when you call I’m pressin’ 7,
Don’t wanna hear your messages, (messages)
I’m tryna erase you from my mind, (my mind)
‘Cause it’s over, (over)
I swear girl it’s over this time, (time)
So don’t keep callin’, leavin’ messages,
Don’t want to know where you’ve been,
Baby ’cause it’s over. (over)

[Verse 2]
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten,
Still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table,
I can’t even remember how long it’s been,
No trouble stayin’ occupied, ohh. (oh)

They ask about you whenever I come around, (I come around)
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets, (streets)
The last thing I need is another episode,
Keep conversation short and sweet because.

[Hook]
‘Cause I’m not comin’ back I’m closin’ the door,
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore,
I’ve got the picture phone, baby your picture’s gone, (picture’s gone)
Couldn’t stand to see your smile, everytime you dialed.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
You know that it’s over when the burnin’ and the yearnin’ inside your heart ain’t there anymore,
And you know that you’re through when she don’t do to you or move you like the way she moved you before,
And you wanna pull her close but your heart has froze,
You kiss her but her eyes don’t close, there she goes,
I love your heart forever,
And it hurts you but you know that it’s better.

[Chorus]3X

Better In Time Lyrics

2009-01-12T10:37:00.000+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path

I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It'll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

Aku berbahasa melayu.

2009-01-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

Saya berasa sungguh bosan pada hari ini jadi saya copy (maaf,saya tidak tahu copy dalam bahasa malaysia) tag abang saya ini.

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
:: Kalau benda rasanya Rumah dan benda-benda yang ada di dalam rumah bapa saya.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
:: Banyak benda yang saya beli menggunakan wang saya tapi yang terakhir saya beli menggunakan wang saya adalah relod kupon.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
:: Tentu sekali di gereja dan tempat-tempat yang menarik.Tapi tengok peruntukan dulu.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
:: Saya pun kurang pasti tapi setiap insan pasti inginkan hubungan berkekalan.Begitu juga dengan saya.(Embha!Haha)

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
:: Rasanya begitulah.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
:: Jika tidak silap restoran terakhir saya makan malam ialah restoran 818.Wah,sudah lama tahun lepas lagi.(Odoi,bida ni bm sa)

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
:: Saya sudah lupa tajuknya.

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
:: Maaf,saya sudah lupa.(Haha)

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
:: Kedua-duanya saya senang.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
:: Pastinya bukan kamu.

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
:: Sahabat paling rapat saya cuma ada tiga orang sahaja.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
:: Kadang kala sahaja.Tapi selalunya ibu saya yang mencuci.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
:: Tentulah tempat yang seronok!

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
:: Kedua-duanya.

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
:: Sebenarnya tiada orang yang tag saya.Saya ambil soalan ini dari Undung,iaitu abang kandung saya yang tinggal serumah dengan saya tapi bukan sebilik dan mempunyai dua gigi taring.

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
:: Kasut bertumit tinggi,jeans,t-shirt,makan,lagu,tidur,membeli belah,berjalan-jalan dengan teman saya dan banyak lagi.

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
:: Kima,sial,shit,bongo,embha dan pa minta duit.(Haha)

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
:: Adakah majalah juga dikategorikan sebagai buku?

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
:: Terlalu banyak untuk disenaraikan.Maaf.

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
:: Jangan terlalu membelih belah.Berjimat cermatlah.

Jalan-jalan cari makan && cari pasal.

2009-01-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

Time ni 3rd Jan 2009.1st time this new year sa jln dgn Syl.Kami x plan time tu.So jln2 ja la.Mau shopping pun x duit.Haha.So tu time hantam ja la plan kami.1 hari tu kami d CP ja.(Len pula rasa cz slalu kami stay d Warisan & Water Front) Mula2 kami p Palm Square.Beli coffee bun.Apa nama kedai dia tu??Tuah kah??Lupa suda.Then smbil mkn bun kami jln2 ja d Palm Square.Pusing2 then ternmpk kdai Jipun (sabahan punya style ckp Japan)Hehe.Kami teringin ni mau mkn sna.So kami pun servay2 menu dia yg kna kasi lakat d dinding2 dia.Suda puas tgk kami pun msk tu kdai."DREAM FOOD".Okla jua mknan dia.Haha.Sa mkn nasi goreng vege ja.Takut bha mau order.Nnt temakan mknan haram.Haha.Waaa.Gila oh.Punya mhl mknan sana.Nasib sa sma syl cukup $$$.Kalo x cuci piringla kami sna.Lol.Bha,dbwh ni picture kami time ari tu:):)

Ini lah ni kwn sa tu time.Si syl:)

Naaaa,inilah kami mkn.Nmpk sadap kha??
Nmpk besar kha piring dia???Bha,tgk yg real,k.Haha.
Keci ja tu.Bkn bsr.Trus mahal lg.
Tp sa mau juga p mkn sana nnt.Hehe.

Naa,inilah muka sa yg bida ari tu.Muka kogutan kha tu??
Lupa da sa.Sushi.Yam Yam!!Sdap tp mhl:(:(
(Harga sushi ikut warna piring)
Sorry muka sa bida.Tp pa buli buat.Sa mau jua post ni picture.Hehe.

Ini si syl.Time ni kami p main game d CP jua.
Xtau pa nama dia.Tp berdekatan dgn cinema.
Itu yg si syl pgang tu sa xtau nama dia tp mcm kupon.
Kami dpt eh bkn ternmpk time bjln2 d game.Hehe.
Smpt lg kami kira tu kupon.Mana tau dpt hadiah.Haha.

-END-

My sweet cuzzy's.

2009-01-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

Remembering my sweet cousin.I miss them alot now.
Funny picture from this sweet human.:):)

i wanted to show you a picture of my cuzzy.

I think this is the best moment for a long time.

Avone.Idk hw 2 spell his nama tp sound dia like AVON.

My ROCK cuzzy.Avon little sister.Evava.

&& This one my jiran @ my cuzzy also,EC.Haha.Kami tipu dia.

Rock kan juga picture dia.Hahaha.

&& also my few cuzzy.Judy,Roy,Lala,Marvell,Bbsia & Avon.

Ini time d Dampa.

Helloooo.

2009-01-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hehe.Memandangkan sa bersemangat hari ini.So sa update my blogs.Takut nnt bangas picture2 christmas sa.Hehe.So itu saja.Enjoy here!!!!!:):):) (Happy face yg byk)

Christmas picture at church.

2009-01-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

Friendship 4ever.I love this human.

Myself,Syl & Beng.

D Crib.

Our church is always decorated so beautiful.

Kami Bestfriend.

Ok.Haha.No comment.

Saja bha ni.:)

Kami lagi:)

Antonia Amanda Fedilis.

Shopping + hang out on Christmas Eve at Warisan Square.

2009-01-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

Intro......

Shopping time!!!!@ D & M.Shopping!!!!!Grrr.

@ fitting room.Minta pendpt konon.Keke.

Jefy while waiting me mencuba2 jeans.
Haha.Penat kha???Smpat lg bgmbr2.

Mkn time.
@ Secret Recipe & Starbucks.

He's cute!!

No caption.

Starbucks 1.

Myself.

Model 1.Muahahaha.

Bha.

Hot kan kami???hehe.

I like this one!!

Awesome picture.

2009-01-08T10:35:00.000+08:00

This is my adorable little nephew,Emmanuel.
I LOVE THIS PICTURE OF EMMANUEL.
Very cute.Happy picture.Yeah!Emmanuel look cute here.
HUGE from Aunt Putangz!!Muaaaahh!

Emmanuel @ 1 Borneo.
Happy2:) Isn't he so cute.
And yeah! he is my nephew
not my son.

Emmanuel @ home.
Entah sepa yg buat dia gini.Hehe.
Anyway,cute tok!

Emmanuel & Mama (My sister)
I love dis picture so much!!
Inspire.Love && Joy!

Holiday now.Update soon.

2009-01-07T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Bz + Lazy.Hehe.

I will update my blogs soon.

February nntla,k.January holiday dulu.Hehe.TC babe.

Happy New Year 2009

2008-12-31T10:43:00.001+08:00

Yo!!

Will update my blogs after new year.

More picture and cerita.Keke.

Btw,HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to all my friends!!!

Muah2.

Without you lyrics

2008-12-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to take a lil breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And everytime it cuts me deeper.
Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that im ready to let you leave

Without you i live it up a lil more everyday.
Without you i'm seeing myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When i watched you walk away
Well i never thought i'd say im fine without you.

Called you up cause its been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that im ready to let you leave

Without you i live it up a lil more everyday.
Without you i'm seeing myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When i watched you walk away
Well i never thought i'd say im fine without you.

Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that im ready to let you leave

Without you i live it up a lil more everyday.
Without you i'm seeing myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When i watched you walk away
Well i never thought i'd say im fine without you.

Without you(x3)

I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to take a lil breather

Amazingly missing my nephew,Noel & Gabby :(

2008-12-22T17:07:00.000+08:00

I love the look of pure joy on his & his face!

I miss noel & gaby so much like tiba2 nie:P

Wish can hug drg now!!!!Huhu.

Cant wait mau pulang & stay men2 dgn drg.Hm.

Gaby2~~

Noel2~~

Hati Ini Lyrics

2008-12-19T18:25:00.002+08:00

Ku lihat kau berlegar-legar di kaki lima
Inginku tegurmu tapi terasa curiga
Mungkin ekspresimu nanti tak sepertiku harapkan
Adakah kau merinduku sepertiku merindumu

Tanpa aku sedari, cinta pun mula berputik
Mulanya dari teguran “Boleh kita berkenalan?”
Tanya “Apa nama, buat apa, nak ke mana?”
Hati rasa berdebar

(Korus)
Janganlah hancurkan hati ini
Ku hanya mencuba meluahkan perasaan
Usahlah ragui hati ini
Kerna kau satu-satunya gadis yang ku cinta selamanya

I got home that day, feeling so tired and in pain
I wanna call you but you need your rest, you might feel the same
Something’s wrong with me, I can’t seem to find myself
(You know what?) I think I’m crazy over you

I called my friend and asked her
“What should I do, what should I say?”
‘Cause everytime I hear your voice, you’ll throw me miles away
My cellphone suddenly rings, your name is on the screen

(Ulang korus)

Very old but still i like it!!!

2008-12-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

Mama time muda2.

Belum lg ada anak maybe ni.

Sa suka dress mama sini.HOT!

Time mama kawin.

She's sooo Gorgeous!!

Mama & papa.Time kawin.Ini mkn2 druma.Dulu2 style.

Notice kha,ada kain kna jemur di sna!!

Funny!!!

Ini si OROT.My sista.Hot kan??

Keci2 cat kuku.Hm!

Idk sepa mama dukung ni.Lupa tanya dia.

Oh,maybe kaka.Mama hot.Dia mmg cantekk!!

First baby la ni sa rasa.(Kaka)

Ini pun idk sepa mama dukung.Hm.

Tp firasat ku berkata,Dia kaka.Hehe.

Sewaktu diriku mengemas ruma.(Actually mama yg kemas.)Haha.Terjumpa la album gambar yg sudah lama2.Hehe.Konon mau cr gmbr sa.Tp x jumpa.Then ternmpk gmbr2 yg diatas ini.Sa suka ni gmbar.Very old.Sa suka dress yg mama pakai.Style mama mmg stylo ni.Hot.Fresh & Gorgeous!!!Delicioso!!Hehe.Love it.Ini time mama ku stil young/muda.Haha.Papa pula hot.Rambut mu seperti Bee Gees.Haha.Uuuppps!!Ohya,tidak brapa ketara bha rmbt papa sini.Jeng jeng jeng.Nnt sa update ni gambar lama2,k.Chow!

Hey,Im happy:)

2008-12-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!

Ha,im back again.My mud,day,everything!!Seperti diri ini dilahirkan semula!Eha.
Hah.Aku happy ari ini.Tidak tau knp.Hm.Still wondering apa yg buat sa happy.Ok,mmg my babe buat sa happy.But ada lg sumthing yg new & idk apa itu.Hm.Aiya,i miss evry1 & evrything!!!!Besok satday!!!CUTI.Nex wek Christmas.Waaaaah!! Happy2.X sabar.Hehe.:):):)(Happy face yg bykkk!!)
I'm happy sbb all the good things are happening to me right now wlpun saya tidak pasti apa yg berlaku.Mesti bersyukur!!:)Tapi sa miss my syg and some fren.:(

Let's get one thing clear.Aku mmg HAPPY.

Paris Hilton (IDOLKu)

2008-12-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

PARIS HILTON BIOGRAPHY

Horoscope

2008-12-18T12:54:00.001+08:00

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking.. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge.... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical.. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious.. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous..

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

My GirlSense Boutique.

2008-12-18T12:45:00.001+08:00

Antonia Amanda Boutique

Shop at my Boutique

Streeessss!

2008-12-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

I’m very sensitive.My greatest weaknesses are shopping, shoes, clothes and handbags.I just adore them!And now,SA MAU SHOPPINGG!!!!!!

and you know how i fel nw.

Rehab lyrics

2008-12-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1:]
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went, left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Bridge: Timbaland]
Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh

[Pre Chorus:]
Oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
I should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using I believe

It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab and
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

TIRED!!!!

2008-12-16T15:47:00.001+08:00

Yes I'm tired.

For some time now I've been blaming it on EVERYTHING and other f***ed human that make one wonder if life is really worth living.

But I found out that it ain't any of the above.

I'm tired because I'm overworked!

That leaves 2 people to do 'the work'.You and me!

And since you are doing nothing but reading this,its no wonder I'm TIRED!

HELP! HELP! HELP!

Momento by Alice.

2008-12-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

I am sooo lucky to have such a great friend as her; Alice.

Nice picture.Love it.Wonderfullll.

Thanks again,Alice:)

Edited by Alice:)

How To Make The Most Out of Your Looks

2008-12-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

How To Make The Most Out of Your Looks.

To find the most flattering make-up, study the shape and proportion of your face and features as carefully as you did your figure. You'll find that you fit into one of four basic facial types:
oval
round
long
square.

How To Determine the Shape of Your Face.

Round - fuller than other shapes; no definition; no hint of cheekbone.

Long - usually narrow with a long jaw.

Square - a full jawline (more horizontal than diagonal); broad or high forehead; equal width at temples and jaw.

Oval - well-balanced top to bottom; clearly defined cheekbones; diagonal jawline.

Tips To Make A Round Face Look Longer, Slimmer.

Keep the concentration of eyeshadow between the inner corner and the center of your eye.
Blend out and up toward the outer edges of your forehead.

Brush on blush in a diagonal line, from under your cheekbone up to the tip of your ear.

Wear hair softly feathered at sides and brushed forward onto cheeks.

Tips To Make a Square Face Look Rounder, Softer.

Brush on a triangle of eyeshadow from middle of eye to far outer corner; blend toward forehead corners.

Apply blush in a soft arc; from middle of cheekbone around and up into hairline.

Keep brows naturally arched.

Wear hair full, in a chin-length bob and curled under.

Emphasize lips with color, as this will bring attention to the center of your face.

Make-Up Tips.

Put on sunblock when you go outdoors - on face, hands, and arms (where skin ages faster).

Always keep to a fine point your make-up pencils.
The sharper (note: as opposed to rounded) the point, the easier to work with and the more precise the line.

Carry a make-up kit that duplicates the one you have at home - so touch-ups always match.

When applying mascara to bottom lashes, hold a tissue under the eye for a no-smudge finish.

For an even application of liquid liner, tilt your head back slightly, hold your eye half-open,
then smooth the lid slightly, gently, and run brush as close as possible to lashline.

Follow blush with a sweep of translucent powder for a no-seam finish.

If you favor an eyebrow pencil, stroke it against the bristles of your brow brush; then brush color directly on hairs to fill in for a natural effect.

Sweep translucent powder under eye before applying shadow to lid; then easily brush off fallen color particles.

CHRISTMAS

2008-12-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

Quotations on beauty

2008-12-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

Give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirits of heaviness.
Bible, Isaiah 61: 3

Beauty ... in things ... exists merely in the mind which contemplates them.
David Hume (1757)

Truth is disputable, not human taste.
David Hume

Kant thought that judgments of taste had to be universal to be valued.
Arthur Danto (1999)

Since every age and every people have had their own form of beauty, we inevitably have ours.
Charles Baudelaire (1845)

So-called "good taste" takes fright at all the deeper affects of art.
Friedrich Hegel

One evening I sat Beauty on my knee and I found her bitter, and I injured her.
Arthur Rimbaud (1871)

Art is not the application of a cannon of beauty but what the instinct and the brain can conceive beyond any canon.
Pablo Picasso (1935)

The impulse of modern art is the desire to destroy beauty.
Barnett Newman (1948)

I threw the bottle rack and the urinal in their faces as a challenge, and now they admire them for their aesthetic beauty.
Marcel Duchamp (1962)

With my whole body, I taste these peaches.
Wallace Stevens

Beauty is the mystery of life.
Agnes Martin, (1989)

All artwork is about beauty: all positive work represents it and celebrates it. All negative art protests the lack of beauty in our lives.
Agnes Martin (1989)

It is as though beauty were a catalyst, transforming raw grief into tranquil sadness.
Arthur Danto (1990)

Truth and beauty live most happily amid complexity and paradox.
Jane Hirshfield: Nine Gates, page 102

The vernacular of beauty ... remains a potent instrument for change in this civilization.
David Hickey (1993)

Beauty creates shame.
Vanessa Beecroft (1998)

There is something crazy in a culture in which the value of beauty becomes controversial.
Peter Schjeldahl (1994)

With an electric brightness shared by almost no other uninvited freely-arriving perceptual event, beauty gives us a the live-in conviction of truth, as well as the perception of error.
Elaine Scarry, On Beauty (1999)

Beauty incites the desire for truth, This is its legacy, without itself fulfilling the search for enduring certitude, beauty spurs on this search.
Elaine Scarry, On Beauty (1999)

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2008-12-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

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Just for you, Sweetheart!

2008-12-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

My Christmas Wish

If anyone should ask me,
I will make it very clear
You are all I want for Christmas
Underneath my tree, this year.

I don't need another sweater
Or more blankets to unfold.
What I need is you beside me
To protect me from the cold.

A pair of mittens might be nice,
But really, I have plenty.
What I need is your kind hands, Dear,
To touch my cheek so gently.

I don't want a Salad Shooter
Or a book of cooking tips.
What I want is lots of kisses
From your warm and tender lips.

You see, I have so many things,
So I've asked the Lord above,
"Please, just let me spend this Christmas,
With the one I truly love!"

I love you so very much!
Merry Christmas, Sweetheart!
May we be together, always, in the New Year!

Christmas Wishes

2008-12-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

Christmas wish is the ideal way to pray for love and peace for all. Wishes can be given to anyone, whether you know a person or not. It is the way to share your feelings and happiness with all those whom you come across on this sacred occasion. You never know; you might make a lonely person smile because of your Christmas wish. The idea of Christmas wishes can go a long way in maintaining relationships and creating a bond that can only become stronger with time. Christmas wishes come in many different forms but have one single essence - To spread peace and happiness on this sacred occasion.

Wish you a Merry Christmas and may this festival bring abundant joy and happiness in your life!
May this Christmas be so special that you never ever feel lonely again and be surrounded by loved ones throughout!

You are special, you are unique; may your Christmas be also as special and unique as you are! Merry Christmas!

Here's wishing you all the joys of the season. Wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!

May joy and happiness snow on you, may the bells jingle for you and may Santa be extra good to you! Merry Christmas!

May this Christmas be bright and cheerful and may the New Year begin on a prosperous note!

Love, Peace and Joy came down on earth on Christmas day to make you happy and cheerful. May Christmas spread cheer in your lives!

Sending the warmest Christmas wishes to you and your family. May God shower his choicest blessings on you and your family this Christmas.

May all your days be merry and bright and may your Christmas be white! Merry Christmas!

It is that time of the year again, when you are thankful for everything merry and bright. May this Christmas be a delight! Wishing you a Merry Christmas!

Christmas sms.

2008-12-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

1.May this Christmas be so special
that you never ever feel lonely again
and be surrounded by loved ones throughout!

2.Somehow, not only for Christmas,
But all the long year through,
The joy that you give to others,
Is the joy that comes back to you.
And the more you spend in blessing,
The poor and lonely and sad,
The more of your heart’s possessing,
Returns to you glad.

3.Christmas is a time when
everybody wants his past forgotten
and his present remembered.
What I don’t like about office Christmas parties
is looking for a job the next day.

4.From Home to home,
and heart to heart,
from one place to another.
The warmth and joy of Christmas,
brings us closer to each other.

5.A Christmas candle is a lovely thing;
It makes no noise at all,
But softly gives itself away;
While quite unselfish,
it grows small.

6.Christmas is not a time nor a season,
but a state of mind.
To cherish peace and goodwill,
to be plenteous in mercy,
is to have the real spirit of Christmas.

I LOVE Hm.

2008-12-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

Hello Lyrics

2008-12-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

"Hello"

Oh!
Oh oh, oh oh oh oh......
I love to see you walk into the room
Body shining lighting up the place
And when you talk, everybody stops
Cause they know you know just what to say
And the way that you protect your friends
Baby, I respect you for that
And when you grow, you take everyone you love along
I love that you don't fly me away
Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart
You shelter my soul
You're my fire when I'm cold
I want you to know

You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
It was many years ago
Baby when you
Stole my cool
Cause you had me at hello
Hello
Hello, oh oh oh oh oh

I get so excited when you travel with me
Baby, while I'm on my grind
And never would I ever let my hustle
Come between me and my family time
You keep me humble out of this hype
Cause you know there's more to life
If I need you, you will be here
You will make the sacrifice
Don't fly me away
Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart
You shelter my soul
You're my fire when I'm cold
Just want you to know

You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
It was many years ago
Baby when you
Stole my cool
Cause you had me at hello
Hello
Hello, oh oh oh oh oh

Gotta feel you and be near you
You're the air that I breathe to survive
Gotta hold you, wanna show you
That without you my sun doesn't shine
You don't have to try so hard for me to love you
Boy, without you my life just ain't the same
You don't have to try so hard for me to love you
You had me at hello!

You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
You had me at hello
Hello
Hello
It was many years ago
Baby when you
Stole my cool
Cause you had me at hello
Hello
Hello, oh oh oh oh oh
It was many years ago
Baby when you
Stole my cool
You had me at hello
Hello
Hello, oh oh oh oh oh........

I KISSED A GIRL Lyrics

2008-12-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter,
You're my experimental game
Just human nature,
It's not what,
Good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it,

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

T-shirt Lyrics

2008-12-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

Burn Lyrics

2008-12-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Hot & Cold Lyrics

2008-12-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

I miss you like crazy lyrics

2008-12-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]

If I Were A Boy lyrics

2008-12-09T16:25:00.000+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

My Friends are the sunshine of life

2008-12-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

Quotes.

2008-12-03T17:26:00.000+08:00

Realize that I am taking the wrong path on life.I walk this world and know where i am physically but mentally,no.Its like I'm walking in a forest with no light and have no idea where to go.But I'm praying for the wrong things,wood,fire,water,food, but what I truly need is LIGHT.

Open up the shower curtains of life and wash off all the regret, rejections, fear,wash off all the pain.

Life is the glue that holds us together and the angry hand that rips us apart.

"Life is like a war,during the war it sucks real bad, but when the war is done you might have scars,but those scars remind you who you are and where u come from. So use those scars against all bad that comes your way.And also teach others about what you know,because they might not know what u do"

Moments come and go, but when you turn those moments into experiences,they will last a lifetime.

No matter how hard you try life keeps going.

You can open the door on life just as easy as u can close it.

When life throws a pitch you haven't ever seen don't walk off the field, stay and practice until u know how to hit it.

CHRISTmas.Sa x sabar!!!

2008-12-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

I decided to write this passage because some people even people in my family don't know the real meaning of Christmas. To me CHRISTmas is a time to thank the Lord for what He has done for the people on this earth and the day that He was born in Bethlehem. Christmas think that it is all about presents and material things. This is a time to forget all worries and the hatred that you have against people. If you have no one to spend Christmas with go meet people because no one should spend Christmas alone.Christmas has always been my favorite time of the year. Not only for the holly and mistletoe but for the true meaning of Christmas. The birth of Christ and that is not all that it means to me it means being with family being with the people you love. I don't think that anybody should be alone on Christmas.

Santa,can you hear me?-Lyrics.

2008-12-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

Ooh yeah
Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa, can you hear me ?

I sign my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I send it off and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa, can you hear me ?

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold
Maybe, Maybe
He'll be all my own in a big red bow
Santa, can you hear me ?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa that’s my only wish this year.

Christmas Eve, I just can’t sleep.
Will I be wrong for taking a peek ?
Cause I heard that you're coming to town.
Santa, can you hear me ?
I really hope that you're on your way,
with Something special for me in your sleigh.
Ooh please make my wish come true
Santa, can you hear me ?

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold
Maybe, Maybe
we'll be all alone under the mistle toe
Santa, can you hear me ?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa that’s my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
woooo yeah
Bring me a love I can call all mine
Cause I have been so good,so good this year
Can’t be alone under the mistle toe
he's all i want in a big red bow

Santa, can you hear me ?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa, that’s my only wish this year

Ooh Santa
Can you hear me ?
ooh santa
Well he's all I want just for me
underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here..
Santa, that’s my only wish this year
Santa, that’s my only wish this year

that´s a great song we should sing it every year !!!

Isi-isi Pendrive ku.

2008-12-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

Aaaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!
Shit man.Sakit hati sa.Sbr putangz.Kuatkan iman mu.Hm!!!

Aku pakai t-shirt DIA!! :)

2008-11-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

Lalalalalalalalala.........

Saya ambi ini gambar sendiri:)

Oh yeah.Christmas is just around the corner...

2008-11-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

Crossing away each box on my table calendar.I am so excited that it’s November now.I'm counting for Christmas!!!Yes i'am.And that gives me a good reason to shopping.Oh yeah!Christmas is just around the corner and i really2 can't wait.

I'm very excited for the christmas coming because I need time off and I love eating all the food. BBQ day is usually a big party at many house.Me & my frens (Who have no family to hang out with.Actually we have bt neah,u knw teenagers life.) ussually hang out together.Although each year the group gets bigger and bigger, people are just join us by to hang out and play after they eat with family.My family is going to visit Roland family(my brother-in-lw) at papar.And some of our kazen from othr place come for christmas holiday.So I can't wait to see them. Again, more good food because my mom is an awesome cook.
Anyways, that's my update christmas for now that I realized I haven't written anything in a years before.

The meaningful hang.

2008-11-27T16:50:00.001+08:00

I can never go back to the things and decisions that I made in my life,if that was possible i will all get a perfect score in the trials that i have made in my lives.I believed that having a 2nd chance in any situation is an oppurtunity to make things better.But now,i'm hang bcs i made a stupid things.But in the same time i'm trying to learn turn it into something more positive,which is great and pretty okay's.

Enhancing Relationships (Fw from my sister)

2008-11-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB.Sorry , I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS? A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

RIGHT SPEECH There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.

BE PATIENT This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

J-an (Syg.)

2008-11-26T17:14:00.001+08:00

Reflected because this was a great reminder of how good life is after all.

I'm sooooo blessed.U're mine so i named and i'll kept u.U and me.The combination.Lol.J is ur's && an is mine.i am happy with my life bcs of YOU!! And i know,U knw who,what,where i mean.I felt really2 blessed by having u with honour and love as my syg!Hm!I felt super happy to be loved by you to me and know me well.That no matter what,there is no judgement.U're mine and i'm yours.So,we’ve been in our own world but i don’t mind bcs i’ve got YOU which is amazing and hot.I guess i will never truly experience this "in love" amazing feeling,i guess certain things aren’t ment to happen.I just need to find the courage to accept that.And u came to my life at this right time.Babe,how can i be so freak when i always being the stupid one and makes u sad all the time??Over and over.I LOVE YOU!!!

Makes me HAPPY.

2008-11-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
6 . Recognize the small things they usually mean the most.
7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
9 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
10 . Play with her hair.
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her flowers
18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
21 . Kiss her in the rain.
22 . If your in love with her tell her.

Happy Birthday Mama & Jef.

2008-11-26T11:57:00.000+08:00

Today is Mama & Jef birthday! If you’ve been a close human with them,you know how old Mama & Jef is (but I won’t tell).Lol.

Happy birthday Mama,I wish you all the best,a long life full of happiness and peace.I hope that you can achieve your dreams.You are the best mom in the world; I am so blessed to have a wonderful,caring,supportive,successful,friendly and affectionate mother like you.You always encourage me to achieve my dreams,You make me feel so special,and you are always there for help and advice.You are my inspiring close friend,I always pray for you.Without you, I wouldn't be able to continue learning about life!! When I was down,you kept teaching me to be strong,Just like you.When you used to love me,I won't forget the love and fear you felt about me,I will not forget that ever.I wouldn't succeed without your help.Your sacrifices make you a special mother; I wish I can be a mother like you one day.
May your birthday bring your way many precious moments ,that you'll cherish as loving memories always,wish you a happy birthday .

With my love,

Sunshine,PutangZ.

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Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday jefy.I just want to say thank you a world for all your good works for being my BFF all around the world. I wish you a long life, full of joy and success and a warm life with your family.Jeferson Matlock Richard Labunda is my favorite living friend and today is his birthday (same with my mama)! He was in High Noon, for God's sake!

Love,

Toni here.

Sama???

2008-11-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Geneology - Roots

Louis Vuitton bags.I wnat2.

2008-11-24T17:05:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS BAGs.LOL.

http://www.louisvuitton.com/

http://www.purseblog.com/louis-vuitton/

Belut.Yummy.LOL.

2008-11-24T16:48:00.000+08:00

Kisah si Pemakan belut.

Belut in Kadazan is Hindung.Bkn Undung.LOL

Waaaaaa.Percaya or x.Smlm sa makan belut.Haha.Sedapp ni.&& 1 lg.Dis is bkn my 1st time mkn belut.Bykk kali da tp baru ni kali dpt type sni.Exotic food.Sepa yg mau mkn????!! Adala sesetengah org.Belut yg muka bida itu lg.Mmg byk org x sangup mkn.Tp dsebabkan sa ni anak org Kg.Sa tetap mkn.Lgpun sedap bha.Haha.Kamu tryla.Tp xtaula.Mayb psl mama ku yg msk tula sdp.Haha.Nnt sa kasi msk gmbr belut yg mama sa msk.Yerh,syg sa x ambi pic time sa mkn tu belut.Tp ini btl arh! sa mmg mkn tu belut.nnt lepas ni sa mau try mkn ular lg.Haha.Xbha.Sa x mau.

Ok.Bila sa tgk pic tu belut mcm gali pula sa.Krg asam.Yukkkkk!!!

Yehaaa.My forever wanted atlast Dpt!!

2008-11-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.
Yesterday.Sunday.23rd Nov 08.Bday Syl.Lol.Me && Mr jef beli purse.At last u knw.Sa dpt beli Anna Sui purse.Lol.Hahaa.Happy.Black one lg.Jefy beli Purse LV kalo sa x salah.Hm.Skrg tingal bag LV lg sa mau beli.Sa rindu hari kemarin.Jln2 dgn Syl (bday girl),Mona,Jef,Janice && Myself.Happy gila ni.Hehe.Kami p Warisan Square then p Waterfront.Bergmbr2 sna.Haha.(Masi lg sinyum2)Haha.Xtahan ni.Besstt bha kemarin.Suma org happy.Thn adala beberapa jokes tercipta.Esp,si Mona.Mona ckp Breast Pamela Anderson besar dia mcm pantat dia.&& if u wanna know.Pantat mona is besar like pantat JLO.Hahaha.So cuba bygkan size breast Pamela Anderson besar like pantat JLO.Naaaa.Waaaa.Basar tu geng.Haha.LOL.Gila bha nya tok.Hm.Harap dpt lg stay mcm kmarin.Wlpun curi2 keluar tp aiman x ksah.Hehe.

Bykk pic kami.Tp tmpt Janice.Nnt la update Pic.:)

Happy Birthday Sylviana Victor!! && Welcome to the club bebot!!

2008-11-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

That is a great shot! (Go Syl!) I can’t read her expression. I would describe myself as sarcastic, happy, and burning. I’ve always been sarcastic; it’s a reflex. I’m happy I have so many friends on the net and around me, it’s just great. I seem to always have a burning desire in me to go forward and move up.

Name: Sylviana Victor.

Age: 18th!!!

People come into our lives for a reason. Sometimes we don't really know right away, nor do we understand. Syl has been one of the greatest friends that anyone can ask for. She is helpful, sincere, easy to talk to and listens well. It's friend's like these that are priceless. I love all my friends very much. Thanks for all you do.

Yesterday.23rd of november adalah My bff Birthday.Si Sylviana Victor.Hope you have a great birthday dudes! Enjoy your day life.I love you.Your the BEST!
love ya!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Haaaaaappy Birthday Syl!
Happy Birthday to you!

:)You deserve the best!!

Dear Lord,
Thank You for giving me such a good friend. Thanks for this friendship that You’ve given us. Thank You Lord for your unconditional love for us that we may show others what you have done in our lives. Father, I just want to pray for Sylviana, that you’ll continue to use her mightily in your kingdom, please grant her godly wisdom and enable her to do all things through You who will strengthens her. Lift her up when she’s down. Continue to guide her and protect her, give a good health and I pray she may experience financial breakthrough so that she can use it to expand your kingdom! Lord I pray you help her to make a difference in this world and she may continue to be a great testimony and a powerful servant/leader for you! In Jesus’s Name I pray, Amen.

Click this URL below to know more about this Hott Girl.LOL
http://profiles.friendster.com/37578319

Love,

Putangzz.

UNBELIAVEABLE IN JAPAN (18+)] BUT IT IS TRUE

2008-11-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

Are these horror pics real or hopefully fakes?

Click this picture above.

Why the thought of the ex-girlfriend drives me crazy?

2008-11-19T17:48:00.001+08:00

We all know the drill about our own exes. We think about and analyse them over and over and we can usually, eventually come to some kind of constructive understanding as to why it didn’t work, what we ever saw in them, and eventually let go. We have practised this, rehearsed it and watched many another girl release boys into the background. It is the way of the ex.But what happens when you have a boy who has an ex and hasn’t managed to achieve any of these things?

I won't lie to you this is a phenomenon!Here is the thing.I always think about my syg ex-gf.I've tried to not think about his ex,but its not easy for me.I know and im telling myself that I'm being silly and paranoid.If I push the matter and i know he gets angry.The problem is that I love her so much and I keep hoping that things will improve(myself).I think it would kill me to leave, but it's killing me to stay. I just don't know what to do anymore.I keep viewing his ex profile.And comparing myself with that girl.Bt now she's not in my friends list anymore.I know this is stupid but its not easy for me to get this shit thing out of my mind.Sometime i'll get emo and didnt reply my dear msg or even pick up his call.I know that is not really quiet ok.Iam selfish.And sometimes.Im pretanding that im ok to everyone.

Saja.Boring.

2008-11-19T13:50:00.001+08:00

Here we are, oralling on and on About Me,and I know nothing about you.How very self-centred of me.I am Antonia Amanda Fedilis.I'm 18.October 27th is my birthday.Stubborn(in a very good way:])I love to "shopping".But i doesnt have a favourite store.I just love to shop.I like to do alot of things especially when i'm bored.But I don't always comment.I do when I can and depending on the topic.And i do surfing in the internet sometimes.I can speak Sarawak a lil bit.I read alots.I'm Taken.I'm Mature.I am Hopeless laughing.A Sinner.I'm Very Sophis & grown-up.I love chocolate HERSHEY'S KISSES.I also play Counter-Strike & Condition Zero.That's all you should know.

Msg that i sen to my syg && msg dia reply sa.

2008-11-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

♥ I wrote.
Find someone who calls me beautiful instead of hot,who calls me back when i hang up on him,who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch me sleep.Wait for someone who kisses my forehead,who holds my hand in front of his friends,who thinks im just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me.The one who turns to his friends and says,thats her.

♥ My daling wrote.
I'm someone who called u beautiful instead of hot, who called u back
when you hang up on me, who will lie under the stars and listen to your
heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. I'm someone who
kissed your forehead, who holds your hand in front of my friends, who thinks
you're just as pretty without makeup on(u're a natural beauty). I'm the one who constansly reminding you of how much i cares and how lucky i am to have you.
The one who turns to my friends and says, that's her.
How i'm feeling nw is different from my previous "in love" patern. No matter
what u're doing n done, u're just as sweet as what u are in my eyes. I cant
explain my 2ndary visualize about you. You're just too beautiful..n my reason
to smile everyday. Appreciate what we're having now, and let it not 2 b forgotten. Knowing i'm in love with you and i have someone to love with all my heart, is the best things ever happen.

Currently fall in love.

I just did it.

2008-11-18T13:02:00.000+08:00

The Friendster patent isn’t a reason why I don’t do social networks anymore. I simply find that they are annoying.I hate these things.Why? Cause I have a blog.Sa baru ja delete accout fs sa yg baru.Mls la mau guna fs ni.BORING.Fs yg satu lg tu tingal tungu masa ja mau kna delete.Ehehe.Sa rasa boring suda guna ni fs.Lembab.Lepas tu membosankan lg.X juga kebaikan.Keburukan lg byk ni.Bgs lg bloging.Ada juga faedah.Apa lg time2 skrg ni.Fs tengah update.Habis suma kwn2 sa yg dkasihi hilang.Kalo kwn2 yg x dkasihi yg hilang xpala juga.Hm.Ini ja bha yg sa mau kstau ni.LOL.Babi o.Okla.Nntla update blog lg.Skrg bz skit ni.:)